i'm damn fucking sian lahrs.
could hardly find someone to go out with me, daily.
lols. who could? haaaas.
everybody's either fucking busy with work,
or else their parents don't allow.
& yeas, talking about work;
job interview failed lahrs.
was talk junks & gibberings lahrs.
dumb fucking ass lohrs. haaaas.
nvm, now i need a job or i'll rot to death.
i'm damndamn fucking bored lahrs.
don't mind e pay at all lahrs. just want to kill time.
hehs. find one for me please. lmaos. (:

just came back from westmall agains.
yeas, went with eunice mei again.
arghhs, morning was kind of fucked up with some pple.
was being kind & what;
give me your fucking attitude. oh, wtf.
you're always liddat lahrs. makes me mad.
decided not to talk about the person anymore.
no longer. haaas. hope can lahrs. (:
DETERMINATION ohrs.
} back. went to buy e bbq stuff & blahs.
later gg to grangpa shop heees.
gg to take all e utensils from him. hehs.
bhot manymany things lahrs.
spent about $100 lahrs.
for household & bbq. haaas.

night, gg to watch movie with my sister again.
lols, watching convenant lahrs. heees.
nicenice movie lahrs. ((:
hope my wish come true again ohrs.
don't think it will happen again lahrs.
no longer lehrs bahrs.
previous 2 midnight movies,
both also happened lehrs.
will it happen again this time?
i doubt so. no longer happening anymore.
so i don't pin too high hopes this time.
yeas, but still; i hope it'd happen.
hahas. wish it will lahrs. (:
; you should know what i meant. (((:

在试着去接受被爱的感觉
: i'm really tired lehrs. tired of everything.
it's too tired for me to communicate with you always.
you always seem near, yet far.
i know this is so wrong. but do i have a choice.
i once said no matter what happen,
i'll 撑下去. yeas, no matter what.
but now, i think i can't really tired.
you're always lying lahrs.
trusted you time & again.
in the end, i'm e one being fooled.
you always never change lahrs. hais.
say you would. but didn't.
& i knew you're always denying facts lahrs.
i didn't say anything also lohrs.
till today i'm really mad lehrs. couldn't stand anymore.
but, i still wait. waiting for you to say again.
once more, & i'll really believe you.
thou you've said many time. heeees. once more?
would you be e one mahrs? haaaas.