had 11 hours of sleep! lols
woked up by some idoit calls (:
don't call when i'm sleeping lahrs! x
i'm sosososo happy lahrs! xD
don't ask me why lahrs. just HAPPY!
thanks for everything.

& oh sorry sister!
i didn't mean to tell him wan.
but i just you life to be better.
hope you'll quit those soon ahrs? (:
okays. i don't only wish that sister of mine to quit.
everybody also okays?
it's not good lohrs. so quitquitquit! (:

awwws so sad lahrs.
daddy's leaving tml i guess.
he'll be going for his overseas trip. SIAN.
& i don't even know when he'll be back lahrs.
either on my birthday or his birthday i guess.
that's what he said, he'll be back on either one of our birthday.
most probably is his lahrs.
cos he don't wanna buy my N93 for me! x(
stupid lahrs. i don't care anyways.
i'm just going to buy that phone!
i cnt wait any longer lahrs. xD

hope i'll be going out today lahrs.
have been rotting like siao lohrs.
i wna go buy my room furnitures lehs.
& i still have lots of hwk yet to be done!
oh god. somebody finish it for me lehs (:

i felt so weak, so tired.
yet i had to stay up strong.
i denied no more.
i admit, i haven't let you go.
a month has passed.
today's e start of a new month once more.
one comes, another goes. i'm tired.
i don't deny, someone did came in;
within this month.
but for all i know.
i cannot forget you. how hard i tried.
it was to no avail. i can't.
i gave my blessings, but it turn out to fail.
was it so wrong to really just give my blessings?
i admit, i do give curses.
but i stopped it all.
when i took time to really realise everything.
everything that's happening.
i learnt from everything, you've given.
i said, you said, other said; you ain't worth.
so what am i doing now? i have no idea.
i asked god; i want a turn back.
but will it really happen? i doubt so.
nobody bleafs it would.
not me, not you, not anyone.
those imaginations, illusions came back.
i took time to realise they were fake.
for once i took them real.
it killed & i almost died.
& now i bleaf it was just my illusion.
thank you for those times still.
sorry for those hurts.
everything wasn;t just up to my wishlist.
i just let things happened in every second.
without any thoughts;
i didn't bother much.
in the end, i regret.
my last resort; know me well, you'll know.

REPLIES FOR TAGS:

JOEYTAN: your sch at batok area & you hang out at cwp & lot?
LOLS okays then. we'll meet up at ny someday. miss you (:
AMANDA: darling! you're getting prettier lehs. your photos are nice lohrs.
i miss you lots lehs. tell your mommy to come back to sg lehs! (:
♥Dawn!ღ: mei! hellos. thankyou! (: takecares hohrs?
study hard ahrs? hahahahaaas.
YANLING: okayokays! must rmb lehs. i'll be waiting!
KARYAN: jie! i miss you so much lehs!
stupid sister! always nvr reply me wan haaaas. finally!

p.s/ text alignment changed to left.
p.p.s/ i'm missing lots of ppl!
p.p.p.s/ i'm super uber happy lahrs! :D