deadbeat. super uber tired.
ytd was alr tired enough.
today woke up early also.
sososo deprived from sleep lehs.
i seem to wake up late, but i'm sleeping late lehs.
it's not as thou i'm sleeping early lohrs.
dots. went IMM today.
prepared all the christmas exchange gifts lohrs.
went TAKA bhot jewelleries for my mom.
bhot a wallet for my maid.
&nnd other junks for the exchange lohrs.
supposing one person just bring one.
but my family buy around 2o gifts lohrs.
just in case the elders don't buy mahrs.
sort of prepare for them (:
received my second & third christmas gift from parents & yihui.
THANKS so much. so darn beautiful. haaas.
received my first gift from my sister last night.
escada perfume! wakakas~ sweeeeet.
everybody's out to dragonfly lehrs hais.
some went over to SGH, i'm rotting at home.
saw some ppl today, i wonder if it was my illusion or reality.
i do hope it's reality, yet i don't bleaf my eyes.
so anyways, i won't bother either.
be it, it's reality or illusions; i won't think much.
hoping that ben & michiko words would come true.
i still have hopes, i don't deny.
yet; i know karyan, yukirie & jeslyn sisters' words are a fact.
it's is a fact; &nnd i know it well lahrs. T.T

seriously, this christmas is terrible.
many things happen lahrs.
i rmb one day, went shopping.
entered every shop & all are playing the same song.
so sad cans. playing last christmas.
quite mad actually. cos last christmas i lost.
so does this christmas. hais.
no point grieving over either.
all of us have to be strong now.
so that she will feel secure,
& find happiness around.
it's scary, yet it's a meaningful lesson.
christmas. does it have to turn out so terrible?
hope things would change for the better.
i have two wishes now lohrs,
one; everything would change back to normal.
two; ben & michiko words to come true.
but i doubt this two wishes would ever come true.
so i don't pin too much hopes. (:
SMILE, everything would be over soon.