Feeling like so 'oh-ho-ho'. (Idon'tknowhowtosayit)
Simply felt like talking out everything,
yet I know clearly; I couldn't.

Nothing in particular for school.
Just some disgusting speech & sights.
& some uber dumb talk by me!
I paid so much attention for class today!
Applause* for myself! =.=''
(ThisIsHowLameIAmIfYouDon'tKnowMe!)
I retake all my tests today!
Seriously, I'm so changed; I believe.
Ask the teachers! I had so many questions!
But nothing gets in my brain. (you'vegotoutalready)
I'll seriously study hard this year round,
but for now; I need a new bag for my booooks!

I had a sudden feeling that everything has changed.
I don't know why either. It's just everybody changed.
No way describing, just a feeling.
Perhaps I wasn't the only one feeling this way,
but it's just that we never got to talk much.
It's not a good way talking about it either.
It's better to keep to ourselves.
I watch the series of our bonding,
how our life goes around. It really changed.
Come to think back, seriously it changed.
Nothing remains the same anymore, not like the past.
You could say we were a gullible batch of kids,
but now; a batch of rude, rowdy fighters.
No longer kids, everything solve through fights.
It's what seriously is going on now, everyday.
I don't know why I felt so shock, so astonished;
when I heard the news. It is shocking.
I had never imagined it out, & it did turn out.
It would be a disappointment to know who were involve.
Cause seriously, I never imagined it before.
Not once in my lifetime since I was born.
Anyways, we did enjoy the past & the current.
For now, to many; it might be more enjoyable than before.

Ignore these, just a short description of how i felt.

isawyouibelieveyoudidsawme,
butwedidnttalk. youshouldknowwhy.
butperhapsnotandidontknow. justsilence.
itmightbebetterfornow, causeirealiseiwassodumb.
imsorry. iadmitisaidiwouldntmeddleandiveletgo,
butthefactisnotlikethis;
seriouslyiwouldntmeddleanymore,
buticantletgofully, justclingingonandlettinggobitbybit.