one more week till 1E5's bbq,
so damn long cans. haaas.
thanks to those who contributed money in wors.
special thanks to jolyn & nadhirah.
haaas, they're so kind lahrs cans. (:
cut my finger nail ytd lahrs,
it's effin' pain cans. left with no choice.
BLEAPS, all thanks to them lahrs.
now it's fucking short again nohrs.
hate them so much lahrs.
now have to wait till longer,
then can do my medicure lahrs. dumbasses.
these few days will be busy lahrs,
watching MYGIRL! korea show.
sososo damn nicee lahrs. lovee it so much.

BTW, changed song once again.
it's sososo nicee lahrs. (:
TAGBOARD REPLIES;

fenns` : nps uhhs, nvm lahrs. (:
EUNICE! ; uhhs but 我不爱你一辈子 leas, how?
haaas. no lahrs jkjk. you're my baobei meimei nehrs. (:
KARYAN ; okayokays thanks. i link you lehrs. (:
ISABELLE ; hi! okays. link you lehrs. thanks for linking too. takecares.

BACKTRACK;

sunday,29october2006;
as i've mention on saturday night,
i'd be MIA for a day lahrs.to let my mind peace down,
calm down.okays, indeed went to a faraway place.
lols, relax lahrs.didn't did alot of thinkings. haaas.
drank nearly a dozen, about 10cans of jollyshandy.
arghs, wdv lahrs.
just didn't think thru many things.
another day wasted haaas.
but i knew i relaxed myself lahrs (:

today,30october2006;
was alright lahrs.
return school for mathematics.
didn't even pay attention lols.
in fact, nobody did e same.
collect e bbq money today lahrs.
fedup with some ppl cans.
change their minds so fast & quick.
awhile decides to go, e next cancel.
oh wtf.then, don't wan pay up & blahs.
went to prima deli order e cake.
dhen cabb-ed to school again.
gave e receipt lahrs. dumbass.
knn damn angry lahrs.
went to bb court.get money from weiming.
knn fucked up can.
pay one $5 also cnt ahrs.
ccb lahrs, waste so much energy lahrs.
my nail almost broke cans,
damn fucking pain lahrs.
spent abt half an hour there lahrs.
buy ... then willing to fork out so much,
ask you pay for e bbq need your life mehs?
sorry lahrs. lols. your phone.
not purposely also wan.so fair lohrs. haaaas.
& stoopid sebastian extra BLEAPS.
haaaas. my hand is damn pain lahrs.
my finger nail is really gnna break lehrs.
all thanks to them!! ARGHS!

current mood; terribly BADDD! madddd!

oh btw, ytd's linhui's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINHUI SIAOCHARBO!

re-editted my blog again lahrs.
change the layout again nahrs.
so fret up cans. urghhs.

reformatted my post area too.
saved some post as draft.
came up with some decisions lehrs.
yeas, nobody shall know it too.
all the post related to something are saved.
shan't post it anymore,
no longer; in the future.
will be MIA for the entire day tml.
requires time to calm down lahrs.
so please do not disturb okays.
thanks, will return back to normal on monday.
will be gone to a faraway place.
where nobody can find me lahrs.
but when the time is right,
i'll return back home.
be perfectly alright on monday morning.
so don't worry alrights. hehs (:

current mood; no longer as happy as ever.

editted/

bused to tuition lahrs.
almost late cans.
was being li siao at bus-stop hahs.
darn funny cans. (:
tuition was still alrights, joked about.
bused home again was being li siao in bus again.
BLEAPS. hello, byebye. haaas.
lame yeas. whatever. (:
watched death note last night lahrs.
was alright almost fell asleep.
too tired i suppose.























well, as i've wished;
yeas came true lahrs.
didn't strive for it. gave in once again.
was happy enough alr lahrs.
awwws, kept seeing the msg time & again.
was sososo sweeeeet lahrs.
awwws. lovees it so much cans (:
haaas, got $2o from daddy last night.
yeas, thanks lots.
suppose to be me & my sister each $10.
haas, he made him mad lahrs. lols.
became my money also lohrs. =Pp
today i'm so damn happy cans.
lovee the day so much lahrs.
kept loooking at the msg, time & again.
makes me smile non-stop yeas.
sweeeeeeeeeet. (:
but, i've promised dardar.
so yeas. ): i know what i'm doing.
just give me a happy day that's all.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

got a survey from eileen cousin again BLEAPS!

Name: EMILYN
Birthday: 27 JANUARY 1993
Hair Color: BLACK
Right Handed or Left Handed: LEFT HANDED
Your Heritage: BLANKS
The Shoes You Wore Today: SANDALS & FLIP-FLOPS
Your Weakness: UNREASONABLE, EVIL
Your Fears: EVERYTHING.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: GET THAT JOB!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: DIAO; (:
Thoughts First Waking Up: WHERE'S MY PHONEE!
Your Best Physical Feature: NONE
Your Bedtime: 12AM TO 10AM
Your Most Missed Memory: JUST MENTION IT DAYS AGO IN MY BLOG. LOTS.
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King: BURGER KING
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON ICE TEA
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino or Coffee: CAPPUCCINO

Do you Smoke: SHHSHH
Do you Swear: YEAS.
Do you Sing: NOT MUCH.
Do you Shower Daily: DUH.
Have you Been in Love: YEAS.
Do you want to go to College: DUHH.
Do you want to get Married: WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.
Do you belive in yourself: SOMETIMES.
Do you get Motion Sickness: SOMETIMES
Do you think you are Attractive: NOOO!
Are you a Health Freak: SO-SO
Do you get along with your Parents: SOMETIMES
Do you like Thunderstorms: ALRIGHTS.
Do you play an Instrument: LAST TIME, MAYBE NOW TOO.

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: YEAS.
In the past month have you Smoked: I THINK SO. CAN'T RMB.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NO
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: YEAS.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: NOPES.
In the past month have you been on Stage: NAHHS.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: YEAS.
In the past month have you been Dumped: NO.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I THINK SO.

Ever been Drunk: NAHHS. NEVER.
Ever been called a Tease: YEAS.
Ever been Beaten up: NAHHS.
Ever Shoplifted: YEAS.

How do you want to Die: ANYTHING
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: MANY LEAS. DESIGNER? ((:
What country would you most like to Visit: JAPAN, GOLD COAST, MANY!

Favourite Eye Color: BROWN
Favourite Hair Color: PURPLE
Short or Long Hair: LONG HAIR
Height: NOW? 155CM; FROM REPORT BOOK.
Weight: 31KG; FROM REPORT BOOK.
Best Clothing Style: COLLAR TEES, HOTPANTS, CROWN RINGS & EARINGS, COMFY FOOTWEAR.

Number of Drugs I have taken: NONE
Number of CDs I own: LOTS.
Number of Piercings: THREE, GOING FOR MORE.
Number of Tattoos: NONE
Number of things in my Past I Regret: LOTS.

People to do this survey:
JOLYN SISTER
YANLING SWEEET MONSTER.
EUNICE SISTER
OLIVIA SISTER
ANYBODY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN COUSIN!

APOLOGISE FOR TYPING IN CAPS.
CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH CAPS.
& BOLDS TOOOOOOO.
AFFECTION FROM MASTER AKA SWEET MONSTER. (:

ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT LIKE POSTING LAHRS.
CAUSE I REMEBERED ALL THE PAST.
I MISS THE PAST SO MUCH LAHRS.
I MISS SIX-C SOSOSO MUCH LAHRS.
I MISS JANICE TOH SOSO MUCH LALALAS.
& OF COURSE I MISS TAN YOKE CHENG TOO.
HAHAS. MISS NANYANG SO MUCH.
I MISS MY TRACK&FIELD FRIENDS.
I MISS MY CHOIR BUDDIES.
I MISS THE CLASSROOM OF SIX-C.
I MISS THE SNEAKING INTO OF STAFFROOM.
I MISS ENTERING THE NICE GO.
I MISS THE NANYANG LIBRARY.
I MISS THE TRACK, THE COURT.
I MISS EVERYTHING THERE.
I LOVE NANYANG SO MUCH.
I MISS CORONATION TOO. LOLS.
LOVEE CORO SO MUCH LAHRS.
I MISS TAKING 157 & 174 HOME.
I MISS ALL MY JUNIORS & SENIORS.
I MISS MY PRIMARY ONE -2004 BUDDIES.
I MISS THE CANTEEN.
MISSES EVERYTHING LOTSLOTSLOTS.
I JUST LOVE NANYANG CANS.
GOT TO STRIVE & ENTER NJC. (:
I WANT TO SEE NANYANG DAILY.
I MISS THE PAST SO MUCH.
NANYANG, MY LOVELY HOME #02.

THOU I KEPT SAYING I HATE BUKITVIEW.
BUT IT WASN'T THAT BAD AFTERALL.
EXCEPT FOR THE LOUSY FURNISH, BAD TEACHERS.
STRUCTURES, COLORINGS, CONDITIONS.
& LOTS. BUT THE STUDENTS WERE GREAT.
EXCEPT FOR THE WANNABE AHLIANS. (:
I LOVE THE TIMES AT WESTMALL.
WHERE ALL OF US HANG OUT TOGETHER,
IN A BIGBIG GROUP. LIKE A BIG FAMILY.
THE TIMES WE WENT KOUFFU TO EAT.
ATE AT A BIGBIG TABLE, IN A BIGBIG GROUP.
FILLED WITH LOTS OF LAUGHTERS.
THE TIMES WE STOOD AT THE LEDGE,
HAVING LOTS OF FUN.
THE CAM-WHORINGS. <333s.
THE SLACKING EVERYDAY.
THE VANDALISINGS & BLOCK CATCHING.
I MISS EVERYTHING LAHRS.
I MISS THE WESTMALL FUN TIMES.
I MISS THE THIRTY-STOREY FUN TIMES.
I MISS THE CAN-WHORING FUN TIMES.
I MISS THE EATING FUN TIMES.
I MISS THE JOKING FUN TIMES.
I MISS THE LIBRARY FUN TIMES.
TIME PASSED SO FAST.
THAT WE'VE ALL BEEN TOGETHER FOR AT LEAST HALF A YEAR.
BUT AS TIME PASSES,
IT LEAD TO QUARRELS & MISUNDERSTANDINGS.
THAT STILL STOOD IN BETWEEN.
LEFT TO BE UNSOLVED,
& NOT TO BE BOTHERED AT ALL.
TIME PASSES, WE ALL WERE DRIFTED APART.
FORMED INTO SMALLER GROUPS.
HAS IT COME TO AN END OF US?
I HOPE NOT. (:
HOPE WE'LL STILL HANG OUT LIKE IN THE PAST,
IN THE FOLLOWING YEARS. IN BVSS.

THOU 1E5 WAS ALWAYS UN-COORPERATIVE.
BUT AS ALL, WE HAD LOTS OF FUN.
MOCKING, TEASING ONE ANOTHER.
IT WAS ALL FUN.
SOME LEAD TO QUARRELS LAHRS.
TO THOSE WHO WERE MORE OPEN,
DIDN'T BOTHER ON SMALL PETTY THINGS.
UNLIKE TO OTHERS KEPT CLINGING ON SMALL THINGS.
WHICH AREN'T WORTH AT ALL.
WE ALL SHOULD JUST PUT THE BAD PAST ASIDE.
SET A NEW. GET A LIFE. OH!
THE BEATINGS, PUNCHINGS & PINCHINGS,
IN 1E5 WAS FUN. ESP THE DEBATING!
THE HANDS-ON CAMPAIGN WAS ALWAYS FUN.
THE TEASING OF TEACHER WAS FUN.
THOU WERE BAD, BUT FUN ALWAYS.
WE DID ENJOYED OURSELVES.
BUT WE ARE ALWAYS UNABLE TO SETTLE SCORES.
DUE TO SOME PEOPLE,
WHO ARE UNABLE TO PUT THE PAST DOWN.
GET A LIFE. LET IT REST IN PEACE.
SO SOME QUARRELS & HATES STILL REMAINS.
BUT AFTERALL, IT'S STILL CONSIDERED FUN!
REMEMBER THE TIMES,
WE WON THE BEST CLASS AWARD.
& MANY AWARDS LAHRS. WE WERE HAPPY.
BUT SHOCK AT THE SAME TIME. LOLS.
COULDN'T BELIEVE WE COULD WIN. HAAAS.
WE RECEIVE COMPLAINS FROM TEACHERS.
BAD REMARKS THAT INCLUDED,
WE WERE NOISY & BLAHS.
SEEMING LIKE THE TEACHERS DID NOT CARE ABOUT HOW IT'D HURT US.
BY SAYING ALL THESE BAD REMARKS.
BUT WE PRETENDED,
NOT HEARING IT. (:
WE BECAME HAPPY-GO-LUCKY?
FRIENDSHIPS ARE BONDED CLOSER.
SISTERSHIPS ARE CLOSER.
BROTHERSHIPS ARE CLOSER.
STUDENT-TEACHERSHIPS ARE CLOSER.
EVERYTHING BECAME MUCH CLOSER.
NOW THAT THE YEAR HAS ENDED.
& WE'LL BE BEGINNING A NEW YEAR AGAIN.
HOPE THE FUNS WILL STILL REMAIN.
GET A LIFE PEOPLE! STOP BEING CHILDISH! =Pp
THE SECRETS AMONG US,
SHALL BE KEPT FOREVER FROM NOW. (:
MAY 1E5 STAND AS ONE TILL END OF 2E5.
LALALAS. LOVES THE FUN TIMES.

WE SIX SISTERSHIP SHALL REMAIN OKAYS.
JOLYN, ME, EUNICE, SHERILYN, NABILAH & NADHIRAH.
THE TIMES WE QUARREL & SETTLE.
THE TIMES WE NAG AT EACH OTHER.
THE TIMES WE HAD FUN TOGETHER.

WE SIX FAMILY MEMEBRS WILL REMAIN TOO.
JOLYN, ME, SHERILYN, SHEILA, SEBASTIAN & EUNICE.
THE TIMES WE HAD FUN.
WE'LL BE FAMILY FOREVER. LOVEEES.

WE FOUR GREAT FRIENDS WILL REMAIN!
JOLYN, ME, WEIMING & JORDAN. (:
THE TIMES WE WENT TO THE STAIRCASE TOGETHER.
WITH WEIJIE ACTING CUTE HAAAAS. (:

WE THREE SISTERS WILL BE CLOSE FOREVER.
OLIVIA, HWEEKOON & ME.
THE FUN TIMES AT WESTMALL.
THE FUN TIMES IN SCHOOL.
THE QUARRELLINGS WE HAD.
THE GOSSIPING & BACKSTABBINGS. LOLS
I LOVEES YOU SISTERS FOREVER.

WE FIVE COUSINS ALWAYS STICK AS ONE.
AUSTIN, ME, EILEEN, JUDITH & JUSTIN.
COUSINS FOR LIFE.
I TREASURE THE FUN TIMES I HAD WITH YOU GUYS.
THOU THERE MIGHT BE QUARRELS.
BUT WE'LL ALWAYS BE COUSINS FOREVER.
I MISS THE PAST DOWN AT WEST COAST LANE 40.
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME ALR.
THE TIMES WE HANG OUT AROUND WEST COAST,
IN A BIG GROUP TOGETHER.
WE SHOP AT SUPERMARKET TOGETHER. LOLS.
WE HAD FUN TOGETHER. FROM YOUNG TILL OLD.
NEVER SHALL WE BE APART! LOVEEEES.

WE COUSINS UNITE AS ONE IN YEARS OF JANUARY.
LALALAS. IS ONLY DURING THE NEW YEARS IN THE PAST.
AH LING JIEJIE,AH DI KORKOR, BAOLIANG KORKOR,
CHING YI JIEJIE, KELVIN KORKOR, AH JOYCE JIEJIE,
CHING XIAO JIEJIE, AUSTIN, ME, EILEEN, JUDITH & JUSTIN.
THE FUN TIMES WE HAD DURING THE NEWYEARS.
I REALLY MISS THE PAST NEW YEARS WE HAD.
I KNOW WE CAN NO LONGER CELEBRATE LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
CAUSE OF THE INFLICTS BETWEEN THE OLDER GENERATIONS.
BUT I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL.
I REALLY MISS THE FUN TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER.
WE'LL STILL STICK AS ONE IN FUTURE,
EVEN WITHOUT ONE. HEHS. =Pp
I KNOW IT'S IMPOSSIBLE LEHRS.
BUT TRY TO COME BACK OFTEN OKAYS.
SNEAK IN PEEPS. (:
I MISS ALL THE FUN TIMES, THE LAUGHTERS TOGETHER.
THE DRINKINGS WE HAD IN A BIGBIG GROUP.
THE LESSONS WE LEARNT =x
THE UNHEALTHY JOKES WE HEARD. LAAS.
I LOVEEE EVERYTHING LAHRS. ((:
SHALL BE COUSINS FOREVER.
RELATIVES FOREVER.
SISTERS & BROTHERS FOREVER.
BESTEST FAMILY FROM NOW TILL END OF LIFE!
I CHERISH ALL OF YOU WHOLE-HEARTEDLY.
WITHOUT ALL OF YOU,
MY LIFE WOULD BE EMPTY;
DURING FESTIVALS & CELBRATIONS.
THERE'D BE NO ONE CELEBRATING WITH ME.
THANKS ALL OF YOU. I LOVE ALL.

THANKS TO ALL MY SISTERS, BROTHERS, COUSINS.
& FAMILY, GREAT FRIENDS.
& SCHOOLS, TEACHERS.
WHO GAVE ME LIFE! THANKS.
I'LL CHERISH ALL OF YOU FOREVER.
I PROMISE NOT TO FORGET ANY.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
WITHOUT YOU PEEPS, I'D BE GONE.
THANKS. I REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU.
ESP THE PAST FUN-TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER.
BE IT IN NANYANG, WESTMALL OR WESTCOAST.
IT'S ALL SOSOSO FUN LAHRS.
LOVEEEEES ALL OF YOU.
GREATEST CREDITS TO MY BAOBEI.
ALWAYS BRING SMILES TO ME!

hehs, have gotton a survey;
from my huifen meimei.
i've got an E in my name lahrs. BLEAPS.

1.Single / taken or crushing
SINGLE

2. Are you happy with your life now
ALRIGHTS

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast
PERHAPS, SHOULD BE, I DON'T KNOW.

4. Have you had your heart broken
YEAS. SERIOUSLY BAD.

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable
ERRS. SOMETIMES, DEPENDS.

6.Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you
IF I LOVE HIM DEARLY, OF COURSE. (:

7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before
NAHHS, WAY OFF THE POINT!

8. Do you want children
IT'S TOO EARLY TO THINK ABOUT THIS.

9. How many
DEPENDS, I DON'T KNOW!

10. Would you consider adoption
PERHAPS. HOPE NOT. DON'T THINK SO EITHER.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know his/her feelings
TELL ME PERSONALLY? (:

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships
DEPENDS. SOMETIMES. (:

13. Be honest. What did you and your ex did
I DON'T WISH TO TALK. TOLD NOBODY EITHER. (:

14. Do you believe in love at first sight
YEAS.

15. Are you romantic
DON'T KNOW. HAVEN'T DATED MYSELF BEFORE. (:

16. Do you believe you can change someone
YEAS.

17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be
CHAPEL? BEACH? SOMEWHERE I LOVE MOST.

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting
DEPENDS, SOMETIMES. (:

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now
YEAS, TRYING TO FORGET TOO.

20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up
YEAS. YEAS. MESSED IT UP BADLY. =x

21. Have you broken a heart
YAHRS. I WAS GUILTY.

22. One day if your bestfriend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with. What would you do
I'D GIVE IN, REALLY.
I WON'T FIGHT FOR IT.
I GAVE IN UMPTEEN TIMES. (:

23. Are you missing someone right now
YEAS, BUT I WISH TO FORGET.

People to do this;
OLIVIA SISTER
KAILUN SISTER
AMELIA DARDAR
EUNICE SISTER
JOLYN SISTER
WANXIN SISTER
YANLING MASTER
EILEEN COUSIN

today's the last day lehrs (:
had quarrels between we sisters. ):
but settled, i supposed.
i force them to talk it out. hahas (:
then, everythings settle.
but she's STILL so unreasonable cans.
hais, be sisters also be until liddat.
come on, let's all six stand together as one okays.
I LOVEE THE ALL SIX! ((:

had hands-on campaign.
BLEAPS, hate it. but had fun!
lols. i was being whacked by sebastian brother.
& rujing, afi, weiming, sengwei.
thanks god, i ran fast. was alert.
hahas. but felt my shirt was dirty.
took revenge anyways (:
wipe their faces with e rag, esp LEERUJING!
hahas. THANKS! =Pp
had fun lahrs, ms toh didn't help at all!
took back my report book lehrs. YAYS!

english language; B3
chinese; B3
mathematics; B4
science; B4
geography; B3
history; A1
literature; A2
design & technology; B3
home econamics; A2
visual arts; C5
civics & moral education; A
music; C

total: 672/1000
percentage: 67.3
class position: 15/38
level position: 71/191
conduct: very good
attendance: 153/160

comments;
Emilyn is able to accept new resposibilities for her own decisions and
has remarkable ingenuity in dealing with unexpected situations.
She is always ready to stand by her own convictions and defend
her own position when necessary. Emilyn is a friendly and pleasant
student who gets along well with her classmates. She also has the
drive to excel in other non-acadamic areas, actively participating
in a number of school events. She participated and attained a medal
for the team event in the school's Cross Country Race 2006.

lmaos, comments was so damn long lahrs.
the longest ever cans. hahas.
bhot the class photo also. hehs.
thou i wasn't inside, yeas? (:
purposely absent on that day dehrs.
aren't i smart. hahas. (:
got bronze for my napha. BLEAHS!
weight was terrible lahrs.
IT'S SEVERELY UNDERWEIGHT!
& i can't believe it lahrs.
confirm is wrong wan nohrs.
mid-year was acceptable,
but end-of-year, is serverely underweight?
=.='' still don't believe lahrs.
had a total of 7 cip hours. ((:
generally was happy with my results.
shall mug next year.
improve more. (:

after school went to eat kfc,
with jolyn, eunice & sheila sisters.
& yanshan lahrs. (:
dhen went to supermarket with eunice sister,
to check the bbq foood prices.
saw wanxin sister there,
she's seeming to be happy, yeas?
i hope so lahrs. last day of seeing her?
i dunno. saw rowena bestie too.
saw almost those i wanted to see on e last day.
okays, great. mind can ease off now.
relax, & start crazying soooon.
went to book bbq pit after that.
dhen pass the money to olivia & hweekoon sisters.
went home lehrs. )):

OH, btw anybody interested in spooky night?
oh please someone go cans?
if not the sweeet monster, my master will kill me.
muahahas. SHE'S EVIL.
lalalas. inform me if interested okays? (:

i want to watch movies!!!
anybody interested to go with me?
i think i'm fine on any day lahrs.
but once start work dhen DIE! ):

photo on tuesday uploaded lehrs.
my xiao baobei.
bryan cousin & my baobei. hahas.

it's baobei with bryan cousin wors.
cute yeas? hahas.
loveeee them lots. lalalas.
many ppl also say baobei cute wors. (:
wakakas. thanks ohrs.

tuesday, 24october2oo6;

went to baobei's house,
dhen go jec eat. (:
waited for my brother to fetch us to grandparents' house.
lalalas. arrived there,
nobody's at there! BLEAPS!
all went to junhao's house.
left with bryan cousin. hahas.
baobei played with him. lols.
both so cute cans. lovees.
slowly everybody came.
so boringg lahrs there.
there's nothing to do; only tv.
around 9, went west coast park.
bhot mac for all, ((:
we're so special lahrs.
new year we celebrate.
deepavali we celebrate.
now, hari raya we also celebrate.
lols. deepavali we bhot pizza.
hari raya we bhot mac. lmaos.
ate & all, dhen waited.
off to home lehrs.
sent baobei go home first.
hahs. lovee baobeii forever.
took some photos, might upload.

wednesday, 25october2006;

school was per normal.
just stressed up a little more.
nonsence with waikit & weiming.
lols. quarrelling. =Pp
gossip with nad & sherilyn mei.
hahas. shhhshh =x
some with sebastian brother. sheesh!
had quite some fun lahrs.
thanks for making me laugh.
; thou e quarrellings were bad,
filled with insultance;
but it all a joke yeas? i hope so.
; thou e gossiping were bad,
but it's a fact yeas? lols.
our secrets okays?

was fed-up with some ppl.
i shan't mention e names.
cause i don't want to be so sarcastic.
please don't make use of fame (:
please don't make use of cash (:
please don't buy ppl over (:
please don't take us as your toy, cos we aren't (:
please don't come to us, only when you're alone (:
please, we treat you as friends (:
please don't make use of our friendship (:
please don't be biase against another (:
please, come on we're all friends (:
i suppose thats all bahrs. i have to say.
it's all in please-s. just a small comment.
knowing who you are is more than enough.
but, get this clear;
by here i mention all these,
doesn't mean i hate anyone okays.
just a small comment. (:

viewed thru many blogs,
saw all the thankings.
& i have two. woots* happy yeas?
hmms, shall i mention.
well i should, shouldn't i?
since time is getting close now. (:

olivia;
thanks for always being so honest. (:
thanks for always sharing your secrets with me, even thou i didn't. (:
thanks for accompanying me home in the past. (:
thanks for playing with me. (:
thanks for treating me in occasions. (:
if you do have anything just call me up okays?
i'm 24-hours on want. hehs.
runaway? let's go okays? call me!!
most importantly, ILOVEYOU! ((:

hweekoon;
thanks for telling me so many thing (:
thanks for sharing your secrets (:
thanks for being buey bah at times (: hahas.
thanks for giving funny faces (:
lalalas. thanks alot okays?
call me up often & we talk okays.
ILOVEYOUTOO! ((:

amelia;
thanks for always cheering me up (:
thanks for always caring so much for me (:
thanks for listening to me (:
iloveeyousomuch!!! (:

kailun;
thanks for all the happy moments at westmall (:
you really brought all laughters out.
don't be so sad always okays?
i know, i always don't know the happenings.
& sometimes i found out things that i shouldn't know,
i'm sorry for that yeas. (:
i want to see you smile again okays? PROMISE?
lovees you forever. my jie for now till the end of life. (:

eunice;
thanks for always sharing your secret with me (:
thanks for telling me what i shouldn't know (:
thanks for keeping it as a secret (:
sorry, for times that i badmouth you (:
lalalas, but they aren't bad. so don't worry.
be happy always okays?
my meimei forever hohrs. (: loveees.

jolyn;
thanks for all the foooooood (:
thanks for everything okays? (:
hahas. lovee you forever.
don't get so stress up okays. show your temper!
hahs. laugh frequently.
jiemeis forever. (:

sherilyn;
thanks for all the gossippings (:
hahas sheeeesh.
thanks. lotsa love.

sheila;
thanks for the latest news always.
hahas. (: bluffing you is fun!
don't be so gullible.

nadhirah;
thanks for telling me so many things (:
thanks for teaching me what's life (:
smile always & forget him. (:
cheer up. carry on with life! loveeesyou!

nabilah;
thanks for being chairman lehs (:
hahas. thanks for being so crazy (:
thanks for all your jokes & teasings (:
thanks for all your fightings with others,
that made me laugh like mad. hahs (:
lovees forever (:
last long with him (:

wanxin;
thanks for being there for me in the past. (:
thanks for trusting me so much in the past (:
thou i was disappointed in you at times;
but i never gave up at all.
all along was you who gave up everything.
i perservere but of no use.
i know the truth, i suppose.
it's okay, if you like to hide from me.
i'm alright with everything;
as long as you're happy okays. (:
smile sweetly like in the past. (:
i'll lovee you forever.
even if you ever forget me, & i won't.

rowena;
thanks for sharing so many things with me (:
thanks for not lying (:
thanks for saying the truth always (:
thanks for the fun times at 28-storey (:
thanks for always helping me (:
you better study hard okays? lovees.
cheer up & smile always.
lovees you forever (:
my bestest bestie ever okays? (:

nicholas;
thanks for telling the truth (:
sorry that i had disturb you always (:
sorry that i have landing you in trouble.
thanks for always helping me (:
hope you'll cheer up.
don't always worry for her, but also yourself.

george;
lols. surprise yeas?
just thanks for bringing money over (:

weiming;
thanks for always sharing things with me (:
thanks for always being frank (:
thanks for cheering me & comforting me (:
thanks for helping me always hahs.
sorry about those badbad remarks. lols.
i know you & her haven't end hohrs.
always bluff me. hahas.
wish you & her last long okays.
don't always quarrel with your family.
lols hahas. cnt always happy-go-lucky?
dhen share your truth with her okays? (:

jordan;
thanks for always smsing me in the past when i'm bored (:
thanks for cheering me up at times (:
thanks for giving me ... (:
perhaps, you've got everything wrong. (:

waikit;
thanks for all your dumb comments;
& lame jokes hahas (:

chinguan;
thanks for consoling me ahrs. (:

sebastian;
thanks for letting me pinch you (:
thanks for your punching which really hurts (:
hope your ger will realise how good are you okays?
jiayous ahrs. jiedi forever. (:

rujing;
thanks for your lame acting (:
thanks for your small white mountain (:
thanks for letting me tease you hahas (:

i think that's all bahrs.
very long hohrs. hahas.
thanks all of you (:
i know some might not see this,
or perhaps most. but just thanks.
hope i don't miss out anyone. (:
thanks 1E5 lols.
thou always un-cooperative.
but still it's 1E5. the best. hahs.

went west coast park last night.
lols, so damn fun with my cousins cans.
iloveethem so much.
cause i was pretty sad at the beginning.
dhen play with them makes me alot happier.
but after few hours,
i was back again. i don't know why either.
i just sat alone at a corner.
thinking & thinking lohrs.
i think i saw wanxin sister there bahrs.
maybe she didn't saw me,
but well. she's happy can lehrs. (:
i played & played.
i made sure i was really tired out.
but i wasn't! omfg.
my cousins play with me till want die lehrs,
lie on the bed also can sleep.
but me lehs, i just cnt get into sleep.
hais, insomia again. always.
went home about 2plus.

hmms, okays.
perhaps going to grandparents' house again.
boredom! i don't know.
hais. i just fucking need someone to talk to.
& i know there's no one i can.
cause everybody has their own problems.
& i don't want to tire anyone.
yeaps, so now get the picture?
this is why i don't tell anybody about myself.
YEAS! GET ON WITH LIFEE!
& SMILES!! ((:

it's public holiday ytd, lols.
stayed at home in e day.
damndamn sian lahrs.
dhen around 08oo;
went over to grandparents' house.
since everybody was like at there?
lols, & only my sister and me.
hahas, soso we went lohrs.
it's worse then being at home lohrs.
the place is fucking lousy,
& i have to admit. (:
all i could do was TALK!.
imagine how fucking boring it'd be!
but alrights, it's okays.
at least i've got my cousins to talk to.

talk & played, dhen went home;
supposingly lahrs.
but my sister & i went to alif there,
to eat of course.
met up with line & wanling ( if i aren't wrong )
lalalas, CRAPPED!
i just hear, since i got nth to talk at all.
damn funny lohrs & scary! hahas.
& sickening of course. ((:
but it's damndamn fun cans.
dhens, they went to ...*
just follow lahrs, lmaos.
but i didn't okays! (((:
just walk around. lmaos.
which was lame lahrs,
cause practically all e shops were already closed.
& seemingly there aren't any shops opened,
except for e coffeeshop of cause.
waited, dhen when home. lols.
reached home abt 2plus liddat.

perhaps, today going to see baobeii again.
yays, miss baobei alot nehrs.
dhen bring baobei to grandparents' house.
oh, please go okays? (((:

deleted all my previous post;
password protection unlocked.
cleared all cache & blocks.
opened to public from now. lols.
new skin, fresh look.

&. THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU.
I WAS SORRY FOR RUNNING AWAY THE NINETH TIME.
I'M SORRY.
I PROMISED I'D NOT RUNAWAY AGAIN.
JUST THIS LAST TIME. OUR TENTH TIME.
&. THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU.