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my trip was terribly bad, rough details; you'll know why.
it's super uber terrible, i swear it's e worst!

friday, o812o6.
left around 2pm nearing 3pm.
watched power ranger vcd with bryan baobei.
LOLS. super lame but quite interesting at times. haaas.
dhen hear mp3 all e way, didn't have any mood to sleep or anything.
i'm e tourguide alrights! LOLS.
bring them e way to thr haaas; drive thru.
three cars together. hahas. so comic lahrs.
need to keep watch of e other two car if they're following,
& if we're on e right track. hahas.
quite fun yet busy & tiring.
reach thr damn late lehrs, check in.
dhen went to have dinner, everybody's starving.
except for kids. didn't eat much just an egg;
& a few mouths of porridge is all i have.
dhen we went back to e hotel lehrs. DOTS.
didn't sleep with judith cousin, played speed ..
played till 3plus dhen slept for 2 pathetic hours.
& we're up once again.
did many lame things while everybody's asleep. hahas.

saturday, o912o6.
had breakfast at hotel, i paid for my portion.
due to some arguements e adults are having.
so nagging, that i couldn't care less.
it's like for what gotta' be so stingy during holiday?!
please lahrs; open up your minds lehs.
think of others can anot?
imagine everybody go eat buffet, leave without you;
you happy mehs? so i gave my cousin e free voucher.
& entitle myself for e PAID one. dots.
dhen went back to our after eating,
e adults went to some other places for breakfast. hahas.
after that we left for genting.
2 pathetic cars up only. from 3 to 2.
imagine how tiring it is to squeeze. T.T
thanks goodness we have a turbo car, & a 7-seater car.
it makes us up genting.
went to e theme park to play rollar coaster & e one that goes right up.
only two rides that took us 3hrs.
so pathetic huhs? nvm. i sat both. it's alright.
not much thrill since i'm so used to singapore's one anyways.
but it's darn cold, it is.
no sweater no jacket. just a long sleeve shirt i have.
dhen we went back to e lobby for food.
eating once again, my appetite wasn't well.
so i didn't have much again.
went all e way down to kl once more.
wanted to go chinatown.
spent my fucking hours to find for them.
& when we arrive alr, they want go back again.
oh, my fucking god.
for god's damn sake, say it earlier lahrs.
waste my precious time to search for it ..
dhen they went to eat again! dots.
eating is a must for them. omfg.
i cnt stand it lahrs, i went shopping myself.
LOLS. with my mom to be precise.
didn't buy much lahrs.
just a pair of flip flops, thats it.
shop .. shop .. shop .. nth to my liking.
i finally had my sleep.

sunday, 1o12o6
went swimming, freezing cold in e morning.
besides i wasn't feeling good.
anyways i went too lahrs.
dhen after that went back to wash up & pack up.
feeling so terrible, went down to starbucks for breakfast.
i couldn't stand it any longer.
I PUKED AROUND! so sorry.
outside starbucks, once.
feeling sososo terrible lahrs.
everybody went shopping i didn't.
too terrible if i'd go.
went back hotel to rest for more.
once again, i puked more at e lobby. dots.
for don't know how many time,
which dirtied e entire place. so sorry.
what's more, it's times square. T.T
e bellboy or whosoever so anxious,
told my dad if ambulance is needed.
that's what i've heard if i ain't wrong.
no need so serious i suppose. =.=
nvm, thanks to him anyways.
i went back slept awhile, felt much better.
but still terrible.
wanted to go shopping but everybody is back.
fucked up. soso nvm.
i walked around EMPTY HANDED!
blahblahblahs, walk around.
nth to my liking. we left.
for hours, we arrived singapore.
still shopping in betweens lahrs.
but i didn't buy anything still.

monday, 1112o6
so tired, woke up so late.
didn't go for psl training.
feeling so terrible alr, i couldn't do anything.

tuesday, 1212o6
went for psl training. forced to..
feeling terrible once again.
didn't went anywhr.

three days out of town; many things happen.
it's always when i'm away, tons of things happen.
i don't understand why. so stressed up, it all i could say.
so deprived from sleep last night.
i let it come smoothly,
i let it go smoothly.
even if it feels terrible, i let go.
no matter what the smile will nvr fade. no worries.
nth will be seen from e cover,
i swear it'll be a great nice wrap up. it will.
i doubt anybody feels how it is like,
hear e story, hear e truth? your choice.
it's just so terrible. it'll be better leaving me alone.

now i can only ask for is;
get me the only thing that could stop the pain i'm having & put it to an end.
我选择一走了之
it e best way out for everybody.
even if it's to my unwillingness.
for e sake of other; i won't mind.
take it as i'm selfish dhen.
just like what shernette jie says.
"i'm so selfish, that i could bring myself to do such things"
e scoldings will work somedays, but not for e current.
my selfishness would bring everybody a better life,
it's a neverending promise.
i swear it will be. i hope so lahrs. =.=''