days have passed, many thing occurred.
many things change, just like e weather does.
human chang, just like e season around us.
every new thing happen in everyday.
it's always unpredictable. we have to accept it;
no matter what it is. it's just reality, our life.
reality is reality, nothing can be changed.
it's just fated, everything's fixed.
best way not to get hurt by anything, by anybody is:
easy come easy go. treat nothing happen when it goes.
treat it light when it comes.
it's easier to let go lohrs.
but what's said is always easier than done lahrs.
until one really experience dhen have every right lohrs.
thru e year, e days, e times; a bunch of great sisters i'm having now.
i'm really glad so. all that advice they're giving helps.
e brothers i have is great, especially kelvin kor.
he's been my side many days, keeping me company.
advices nvr lacks from him, he's a great kor to really have, xD
sister, brother; all that i have are great. i love them.

apologies to those who gave advices & yet didn't turn out great.
i'm sorry, i chose not to listen. really sorry.
i chose e tough way, e bad way. i know it's dumb.
but it's e only way out for all i can think of.
for everybody's info; if you wanna' know ask me.
perhaps i'll say it. it depends.

e above written words could be meant junk to you,
so ignore it if it's lame; if you think so.
close e blog & leave or continue reading. lols.
kind of lame now, & yeas i know it.

e two letters i've ****** will nvr fade;
even if they do, i'll ***** it back.
e past of me might return once again,
still unsure still don't know.
hope it doesn't cos it'll be a terrible thing.

many things happen, won't elaborate much.
just some rough details.
minor quarrels, major quarrels, guiltiness, hatred,
happiness & missing occurs.
e happening, e moods of mine.
quarrels for of cos there's misunderstandings.
guiltiness, something occurrs. ask me; you'll know.
hatred, being irritated by someone.
happiness, felt blessed with everything i'm having.
missing, i miss tons of ppl! ((:
& it's all that occurs thru the day that have passed.

it's terribly late now, still unable to sleep.
i'd be leaving for malaysia 2pm friday, which is today.
meeting sisters thr, i hope so lahrs. =x