Saturday, May 26, 2007

Haven't been replying alot alot of tags
Thus I'm replying now!
Cos' I wanna' put all the past behind already :D

Tagboard replies;
sebastian =): Lols. Okays. Thanks. You also lahrs! :D
HWEEKOON: You think like you always not active wan ahrs xP
austin: Hahas. Rmb must come training with me :D
OLIVIA: Always nvr come school; no wonder she say yr secret out xP
someone: Ohs. okays. Thanks. Takecares.
SEBASTIAN =): Lols. Yahr lohrs PEACE :DDDDDDD
EUNICE: Link you longlong ago alr. Sisters184
Jeannette: I miss you manymany!
yihan: So long nvr see you lehs! Only tht time at WestMall xD
lynette: You also know long time no tag uhs? So how's yr mom?
OLIVIA: Hahas. Lucky you rmb (:
SEBASTIAN =): Lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
EUNICE: You vry pi gu lahrs. Hahas.

02.25pm

Did very very very very very very badly this time.
Sighs. I just couldn't concentrate on this semester.
Too many things happened; and time passed too fast.
B'cos of wht happened; everything become a lost to me ):
Neverminds. I'll strive when th new semester starts.

I'll try my best to pull up my grades.
I know it's highly impossible but I'll try :D

10.35am

Results from report book ):

English Language C5
Chinese C5
Mathematics B3
Science B4
Geography B3
Literature C5
Design and Teachnology B4
Civics and Moral Education B
Music A

Total: 434/700
Attendence: 91/92
Percentage: 62
Conduct: Good
Class Position: 25/40
Level Position: 111/196
Results: Passed

Remarks:
Emilyn has a natural ability to lead and is looked up to as a leader by her peers. She is ready to stand by her own convictions. Emilyn is an intelligent student whose acadamic results do not always reflect her abilities.

10.30am

Friday, May 25, 2007

Monday, May 21, 2007;
First day of 'cold war'

Lmaos. Sorta had come conflicts everything.
And in contrast it turn out to be super boring for school.
Had some lifeskill programme; I think.
It rather practical b'cos of people around influencing our thinking.
If not for tht; probably nothing would have changed all along.

Went swing at CC thr again.
Forgot with who alr; should be Jolyn and somebody else.
It's always th same lahrs; go thr play thn go home.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007;
Alot movie watching. Lmaos.

Watched alot of movies in th hall. Super hot and stuff in thr.
Watched Charlie and th chocolate factory and some others.
I forgot alot of things tht happened alr.

Went pizza hut for lunch again =.=
And I think we went swing again or smthg.
Lmaos. Forgetting alot of things alr.
Think we peaced on this day also :D

Wednesday, May 23, 2007;

Lmaos. Don't know how many months to them :D
Anyways last longlong xDDDDDDDDD
Many funny things happened lahrs.
Alot of stupid comments hahas.
Okays; everybody does agree together now.

I cnt rmb anything again.
I think went swing again xDDDDDD

Thursday, May 24, 2007;

Cnt rmb wht exactly happened in school.
Went Macdonalds' with YanShan and Jolyn after school.
Cos' Jolyn need wait for her KaiXin; so accompanied her.
Ate and talk alot alot of craps until KaiXin came; and they left.

Thn walked back to WestMall with YanShan.
Waited for Hweekoon cos' companying her up to station.
Cos' also training to Gombak with YanShan :D

Thn Olivia called and talk alot stupid things.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.

Friday, May 25, 2007;

Took back report book today.
Omfg; I've slackened alot ):
If I tell sister they all; confirm disappointed wan sia.
Sighs. Told them I'll study hard; end up still cnt ):
A million sorry to all my sisters and brother ):):):
B'cos I'm such a disappointment ):):):):):
Somebody's gonna' be super happy for this.

Went swing at CC thr again.
This time all six go together :DDDDDDDDD
Played till we sweat alot alot alot xD

Stupid cousin. Sighs. No comments on you.
Just all th best lahrs uhs :D

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Th previous post; I hope it ends all.
If I starts it all thn I'll close it all.
Even if it's not me who starts it all; I'll end it all too.

Friday, May 18, 2007
Lifeskills Workshop.

The coach was rather friendly.
He told us manymany true stories.
Most of it I suppose would have motivated most of us.
Though all the presentations were boring.
Hahaaaas. But he gave alot of breaks.
And also manymany fun game :DDDDDDDDDDDD

After school went to the playground at CC again.
Played with water and swing. Fun lohrs.
Slacked there with Jolyn and YanShan.
Played till super bored so called people come down.
But most cnt only Sebastian can xD
Thn he rode his bike over to meet us lohrs.
Darn funny whn Jolyn rode his bike. Haaaas.
She almost fell cos' th bike no breaks! Lmaos.

Played water with Sebastian thn he call donteknow who come.
Thn played basketball; 2 vs. 2.
YanShan didn't wanna' play so she watched.
Played till very tiring and it's getting late.
So sent YanShan to MRT station thn go CC find Jolyn and etc.
Sebastian and co. went off so left with me and Jolyn.

Accompanied Jolyn walk home and called Olivia.
Wait darn long at station for my cousin.
Cos' she's coming over to my house.
Thn walked all th way to my house and use com. only.
Awhile thn she went home. Lols.
Don't know come for what also. Haaaaaaaaaaas.

Saturday, May 19, 2007;
Went out with cousins.

Woke up to prepare and all;
cos' meeting cousins to go out :D Finally.
Waited for Aunt's call to go down;
cos' she's fetching me to Jurong Point

Waited for Eileen cousin thr with Judith cousin.
Thn went yellow for helix piercing this time.
Thought it's gonna' be super pain but it's th same (:
Both cousins pierced as well :DDDDDDDDDDDD
Their parents are gonna' haunt me; I guess.
Cos' everytime they go out with me sure get extra piercing.
Lols. But not my fault also; is they drag me along.

Thn went to Jalan Bahar to find someone's house.
Go thr for nothing also; waste time.
Cos' can't find. The place's too big!
And anyhow took a bus till th end. Lmaos.
So gotta' walk to another bus-stop to get th correct bus to Jurong.

Slacked at arcade in enter.
Thn played till very tired thn went ljs eat.
And bused back to Jurong Point again.
Played at toy r'us before going cousin house.
Played cluedo and laughed alot at thr.
Waited for daddy and mummy to come fetch me.
And went to eat supper with them again (:

Sunday, May 20, 2007;
Rottinggggggggggggggggg~

Didn't went anywhr but only rot at home.
Tried to watch finish all th drama series daddy bought.
But cannot! It's too many!
There's more thn 10 dramas I haven't start watching lohrs.

Nvm. Exams over anyways :D

Hope tmr's gonna' be a better day (:

07:26pm

Sighs.

I don't know what's wrong.
Probably right from th start everything's wrong.
I thought everything's coming back, but I'm wrong.
Don't worry; I don't mean you spoiling everything.
But it truely is tht everything's tearing apart.
A moment of folly could probably caused a life's miser.
That's some stupid crap =.=

Anyways; who doesn't have attitude?
Who doesn't go round giving opinions and suggestions?
Everybody's different; besides nobody's perfect.
& so nobody hates one another.
Whats for sow discord among the sister?
I've already tried; but probably to some people, I'm spoiling.
Okays fine. Hate me it's so alright. Cos' I wouldn't mind.
I rather you hate me thn I'm th one tht sow discord.
I don't understand why can't we accomodate with one another?
Is it just tht hard to accept each others bad points?
Is it just tht hard to understand each other?
Is it just tht hard to tolerate with one's moment of folly?
I just cnt understand all these.
But whn I asked for wht else can I do; thr's no reply.
Thr's nothing, don't you mean tht? I tried; but had you?
I tried to savage all these. But did you?
I asked you how to. Your reply was nothing.
I don't know how to anymore.
You want me to take you for yr selfishness; but how can I?
I thought you'd know me well; I wouldn't.
I didn't expect tht either. Sighs.
Now nobody's despising or angry with one another.
Everybody's having peace. But thr's no way to talk properly.
Why can't we talk like th normal way; play like in th past?
Issit really tht hard to have all these accomplish?
I thought sisters were forever; but you said it all meant nothing now.
Or perhaps probably meant nothing since long ago.
Not others but particularly me; I suppose.
& if so; I would have gladly appreciate if you tell me ages ago.
I wouldn't disclose anything further; cos' at least I know.
But one thing for sure hadn't change was tht; I want all these to remain.
I wanna' sustain our sistership or perhaps it's just friendship to some.
But to some; they wouldn't want to. I don't know how to help either.
It's not easy. It's just like it's not easy smiling all day.
Who else could put on a smile non-stop?
Wouldn't tht be tiring and of cos' it would.
Precisely; and it's th point nobody understands.
When some claim so.
Besides not saying out doesn't mean anything.
Take all these as craps or whatever.
I just have a piece of word to say:
I still wanna' sustain everything.
I still want everything to remain th same.
Th time whr hatred doesn't come into th innocent world.
I know it's hard; but if we all try, we'll succeed someday.
It's th last yr already.
Don't let everything go down th drain.

It's now yr choice of whether you wanna' maintain or let go.

11:40am

Thursday, May 17, 2007

I seem to be blogging weekly recently.
I don't know why but I'm just so moodless.
I don't think only I'm feeling this way too.
In fact supposingly alot of us are tired of life.

Sighs~

B'cos I wanna' know;
thts why I tried to find out.
thts why I didn't question on.
thts why I remained silent.
thts why I don't grumble.
And it's just all b'cos I wanna' know.
But yet I can't ):

Monday, May 14, 2007;
Checking on scripts day.

Faired well for geography.
I'm super happy for my geography results :D
As for other subjects; all I could do was to thank god =.=
All my other subjects were at border line; so phews.
And I scored B3 for mathematics.
Super happy cans. Cos' of my paper two xD
I got 22/30 for paper two. Muahahahas :D
Happy not b'cos get B3 but cos' of paper two marks xD

Mother Tongue and English paper was quite badly done.
Nearly failed for both. Sighs.
I have to work so much more harder. Hais ):

After school celebrated Choon Hui's b'day.
Went CC th playground play swing and eat cake :DDDDD

Tuesday, May 15, 2007;
Checking of scripts day two.

Took back Science paper.
Another border line paper. Booooos ):
Did all the corrections and checkings.
Tried to ask for more marks :D
But only geography paper can claim more. Hais.
But it's pointless also. Sighhhhhhhhhhhs.

After school went Pizza Hut with Jolyn, Yan Shan and Nabilah.
Eat until so damn hell bloody full lohrs. Super bloated.
After eating totally too full to stand up xD
Thn went CC playground to play.
Played till no energy. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007;
I&E Programme day one.

Had some kind of programme today.
Nothing much also. All we did was doodling.
Our super beautiful artpiece. Lmaos.
The instrutor see alr also no comments. Hahas.
Darn funny lohrs. But they're good people :D

After th programme had Ngee Ann Poly talk.
Very attractive cans. Confirm alot want go in liao.
For sure wan lohrs. Even I'm considering xD
And did our streaming; th prelimnary selections.
Chose the best few; I'll try my very best wan lahrs.

But I prefer Bio, Chem, POA with A maths.
Rather thn th stupid limited choices they give =X

Thn went Macdonalds after school with Eunice and Yan Shan.
Thn they accompany me go buy Ong Wan Xin's present.
Stupid. Waste time only xP
Cos' tht pig just pangseh me after getting her present =P

Thursday, May 17, 2007
I&E Programme day two.

Did the same thing liddat lohrs.
All about inventing stuff wan.
But had excursion today; total boredom.
Went to the Red Dot Museum.
Thought it'll gonna' be fun and interesting.
But turn out to be uber sian inside; nothing do wan.
Only th journey thr was super fun lohrs.
Whole class kept disturbing th instrutors.
And Mdm Ros. didn't even scold us :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Kept disturb the instrutors non-stop.
Even after th excursion. Lmaos.
Disturb one after another. Hahaaaas.
Go back class watch the 再见彩虹 again.
Cos' we needa' do some stupid worksheet.

Watch halfway thn school dismissal :D
Thn went Macdonalds with Jolyn and Sherilyn.
Always compete for eating whn with thm wan lehs.
But nvms. Cos' I nvr lost xDDDDDDDDDDDD
Thn waited till rain stop and walked over to CC playground.
It's still drizzling in fact,and getting rather heavy.
But didn't bother much. Just continued playing in th rain.
Super fun cans. Laughed like hell.
Or perhaps more of me making them laughhhhhhhhh :D

I'm super broke already.
So many ppl b'day in this week.
Happy belated birthday to Choon Hui and Li Ting.
Happy belated birthday to Wan Xin.
Happy advanced birthday to Evelyn.

And I know it's just a difference of 10 seconds.
Cos' I've checked so I know.
And also nine months cos' I've counted ):

Friday, May 11, 2007

& it'll all start with a sigh ):
The one day's gone; the last day's gone.
But it's again a restart. Sighs.

It's been a week since I've blog.
And Mid-year papers are all over now.
Monday's the day everybody'd be looking forward.
Will be getting backk all papers by next week bahrs.

Alot alot of memories came back;
yet also alot alot of memories are gone.
We've formed the past memories again;
on the expense of taking alot of memories away ):
It's a restart and also an ending again.
Yes; we're getting back tgt like how we were in 2006.
Yes; we're getting so much closer.
Yes; there's no more tiffs or fights anymore.
Yes; we've all thought everything out alr.
Yes; we've become so much closer than in the past.
Yet no; it's no longer the same.
And even how much I tried; it's just wouldn't be the same.
But at least it came back though it's also gone ):
There's bound to be a sacrifice to make and I know clearly.
And it's also why I chose to remain silent all these while.
Hearing all tht is more than enough for me.
Thinking back is more than enough for me.
Looking back is also more than enough for me.
& at least I'm more pleased with everything.
Probably everything could become liddat from the start.
But it's just ... I don't know how ):
One, two, three, four, five, six
Again we're one as a whole :D

Had Science on Monday only.
Which meant school ending superb early.
So went Lot1 with Jolyn and YanShan
Had my sixth piercing with Jolyn大姐 at there.
Pain cans. Cos' it has been so long since I've pierced.
Shared money buy lighter and it become mine. Lmaos.
Went home pretty early cos' of next day's paper.

Had Maths paper one and English paper two on Tuesday.
Maths paper one was alright except no calculators was tough xD
English paper two also alright; two comprehension only. Lmaos.
Didn't went anywhere except eating at Macdonalds with Olivia.
Accompanied her wait bus then went home.

Had Literature paper and Maths paper two on Wednesday.
Both paper are on average scale.
Went to the Macdonalds at CC there to find Jolyn.
Stayed there with Jolyn and YanShan for very long.
Lmaos. Had alot alot of things to talk about xD
Four plus went back interchange with YanShan;
to find HweeKoon and Olivia there.
Thn bus home with Olivia and wait bus with her :D

Had Mother Tongue paper three ytd.
Went to school for only 30mins.
Somemore don't need go school early :D
Our reporting time was 9plus; I think.
So met up with YanShan, Nabilah and Nadhirah at Macdonalds.
Talked alot and ate breakfast there. Hahas.
Then we went the playground with swing at CC there.
Darn funny lahrs. Played like hell cans. Lmaos.
Like we were little children maddening about playground.
All of us sweat like hell and walk back to school at 9plus.
Lmaos. Cos' the paper starts at 9.45 so it didn't matter.
We were like the latest ones; I think.
Somemore sweat like hell also. Hahas.
And finally last paper already :D
So all didn't went home early; finally xD
Went Lot1 with Eunice, Jolyn and YanShan.
Met Serene and Nabilah at there also :D:D:D
Had seventh piercing with Eunice this time.
Lmaos. Not as pain as before already :DDDDDDDD
Then went to take neoprints cos' no money watch movie.
Haaaaaaaas. And walk around thn left with Eunice first.
Cos' meeting Olivia at control station.
Thn we mrt-ed to Batok together.

Took 945 to accompany Olivia cos' she need go 5head.
Thn she company me take one round so it's fair.
Go home superb early lohrs. So damn boring.
Awhile thn went down find Olivia already.
She came cos' something happened ):
Then accompanied her till gg 7 thn went home.

Going Vivo with Olivia later :DDDDDDDDDDDD

And still i don't understand what's wrong.
Sometimes it's liddat and the next moment is another thing.
And now I think I should view the other end already.
I don't wanna' keep looking at the start already :D
And a pretty pretty please still ........

Friday, May 04, 2007

I'm so happy! I'm so happy!
Thanks for telling everything yet it just aches more ):
It's worth it; it's worth for everything tht happened :D
At least I know; at least I know. Lalalas :D

So many boring lessons today.
Ms Ly-ann's getting on my nerves!
Days tht has her lessons and I post; spoil my blog lahrs.
Always need to have 'special' praises for her. Sucker.
She kept disturbing me when I did my work okays.
And somemore keep calling me for no fucking reason cans.
Wtf. Go die, I'd hurl every rude remarks 'bout her to make her disappear.
I'd rather th worst teachers we had for th years rather than her.
She's probably th one and only suckiest t'cher you can find. Bitch.

Mugging alot today for science already.
Or at least it's more than my usual work :D
Ms C. Tan punished us to watch 'Twister'. Lmaos.
Funny t'cher uhs. Weird way of punishing us. Haaas.
During th show; alot play paper ball fight.
Thn throw me; I aim back their heads. Darn funny.
Until Ms C. Tan flared up xDxD But she's better afterall.

Went WestMall with YanShan and Jolyn.
Don't know whr Eunice run to straight after school.
So fast lohrs. Turn head only; she's gone far away alr =.=
Go back snack to picnic at 30 storey.
Like everyday keep going thr liao lohrs, home liao xD
Serene call thn she want come find us.
Thn JunKang come also; thn is Serene.
Nothing talk so go library thn got scolded for no reason.
Just cos' we just sat down; librarian shouted at us.
God damn sake; we do have ears clean, we ain't deaf =P
Go out to go back 30 storey again. Lmaos.
All went away; left me, Jolyn and YanShan again. Darn funny.
Like idoits playing at playground, it's been a long time alr.
Thought back of our sec' one times; sighs. It's all th past.
Probably it wouldn't be back any longer.
For since everybody has changed already ):):):
I don't like it now; I want everybody tgt again.
Like how we used to play blind mice and etc.
All tht primary school games xD It's th fun I get! :D
And I know it won't be easy any longer to get back all those memories.
Everybody's mugging non-stop everyday now ):):):
Thn go back WestMall again and walk to interchange with Jolyn.
She accompanied me wait bus and let 2 bus went off;
just to spent more time talking and more time :DDDDDDDDD
Very very very long since we've talked so much already lehs!
And now I know why she asked those questions xD

Reach home thn audition non-stop xP
I wanna' stop playing alr; cos' I wanna' study =X
Nobody tags, nobody reads and nobody bothers ):
It's been a long, long journey tht we've walked up till now :D

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

I'm super high (:

Lols. I've been laughing non-stop for no reason.
Alot alot alot of people made me laughed alot. Hahas.
Thought I'm gonna' be later than YanShan;
yet turn out I'm so much earlier than her. Muahahas.
Walked around with Eunice and wait for many people :D
Alot of rubbish lahrs these people xDDDDDDDDD

Veryveryveryvery boring ):
Except lessons after recess :D
Watched dontknow what show; darn nice.
By the actors of I Not Stupid :D Very funny.
Maths uber funny lahrs. Laughed like an idoit.
Then after school went koufu for competition.
We compete for eating the spiciest fooooood :D
( Me, Jolyn, YanShan and Sherilyn )
Very funny lohrs, and Serene see us eat =X
And played the stupid hand torturing game >.<

Sherilyn left early so go popular find Eunice.
They buy th magazine again. Lmaos.
Thn went 30 storey viod deck with Jolyn, YanShan and Serene.
Alot alot of rubbish come out liddat. Hahas.
Slacked until 4plus then accompany Jolyn go 216.
She need go there find her (boyfriend) xDDDDD
Then bused home and stupid Olivia talked to me awhile only ):

I'm bored! Played audition just now. Boring!
So many people owing me manymany prepaid cards.
Lalalaaaaas~ I'm super elated. Hahas :D

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Labour Day.

Therefore no school, no work ):
It's misery cooping at home lahrs.
Even though there's all that I need ;
but for at least it's better thn going WestCoast.
I could die of boredom at there :D

I've thought it over already.
It's pointless to feign anger.
I won't feign any anger in front of you people.
Peace alrights. I wanted to joke.
I didn't know it'll turn out this way ):
Sister, cousin; my fault alrights. Hahas.
Though I know your won't blame me wan xD

I've been auditioning since morning.
Played till my fingers are all aching :D
Had mother tongue paper 1 and 2 ytd.
It's alright, not much things to write also.
Having alot of time to sleep and Ms S. Low come disturb me.
She called me wake up, when she haven't even start collecting.

After the paper went WestMall with YanShan, Jolyn and Serene.
Eunice left early for her dontknow whatever reason :D
So we ate and super nonsense at kfc about their delivery.
Then they go buy their magazine again. Lols.
Jolyn gave me hers. How kind uhs; I love her manymany xD
Then went to played the keychain thing; childish so what? =X
And went 30 storey with them and, Olivia and HweeKoon.
Played hide and seek in pairs. Spent lots of energy finding them with Jolyn.
Played one round and all very tired so sat at void deck.

Played prank with some idoit, stupid fool! :DDDDD
Called, messaged and alot. It's all a prank lahrs xD
I doubt she believes it anyways. Lols.
And they have to continue pretending. Hahas.
Went back WestMall at 3plus and bused home with Olivia.
Accompanied her wait 188 and go home lehrs.

Auditioned all the way till night.
So darn tiring. I'm bored; I'm bored!

You wouldn't care for me like how you did in the past.
You wouldn't coax me like how you did in the past.
You'd no longer be here anymore, cos' you've left.
I understand all tht so I don't require any explainations.
Just a thank you for giving me such wonderful memories.
And I hope we'll have the chance to restart again ):