One special day is today :D

Still went to school today no matter how tired I am (: Good gracious :DDDDD But attended school like camp still. It seems like everybody's still in the camp spirit. Laugh Out Loud! Got out English paper back today and it's like finally. But first time in my life getting such low marks, seriously. Failed like so badly cans. Seriously, cannot imagine at all. But I guess there'll be somemore marks to amend for the paper [: & something happened during recess that caused my uniform to be so dirty. Asshole Sebastian! Damn fret up only until Chemistry where everybody's so united to disturb M.F. Lols!

After school headed to 204 with Eunice to meet Olivia there. Waited there for some people and meanwhile staying there talking to Eunice sister. A while and saw Yan Shan with Kai Ting, so stopped them. & we all stayed at 204 talking and talking until the people comes. Walked over to station together with them and Olivia. Then they left for elsewhere while me and Olivia went to buy our movie tickets and ate at Sakae. Watched ' 2 Faces Of My Girlfriend '. Quite a nice movie, sad & happy (: After the movie then we head home already.

Fuck! I'm still so irritated after so long because of some stuffs especially and also because I still haven't found my another phone. Like shit! It's been 3 days already and I still cannot find it! Wtf! I feel like murdering somebody right now at this moment, seriously! Searched everywhere in the house and I still cannot find it! Really can die. Somebody help my figure one good way to find my phone please! I'm so tired of finding it D;

There's no school today cos' it's Independent Day but there is tomorrow D; Veryvery tired now b'cos I've just finished almost all of the homework already. Super tiring one. But I ate like supersuper much today xD Pasta, chicken stew, tidbits & etc etc. Laugh out loud! Alot right? Alot till like hungry ghost eat one. Lmaos! Ate so much cos' during camp somehow didn't eat alot all the time and somemore lack of alot alot alot of sugar and keep having gastric eversince zigzagzigzag XDXDXD Wth! Don't quite feel like going to school tomorrow but think I'll still be going for the sake of knowing the letter writing format -.- Zigzagzigzagzigzag zzzz~

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! _|_ Fucking Irritated now cos' I can't find my stupid phone! Grrrs. It's always lost in this stupid house. Asshole!! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! _|_

Finally the camp's over. Cannot stand the heat, dirt and etc there. Home's still the best :D Took Olivia's car on Monday morning to school. Headed for school like super early. We're just like retards. Lmaos. Instructors came to our school & all the team building games with our group members. Half a class in one group, and played quite alot of games. Played all the way until it's time to leave for the campsite already. Reached there, realised it's so much better compared to primary 5 camp which was just opposite only. Lols! Settled down and started all our activities.

Had all the low and high element obstacles on day one. & seeing alot other classes having water games which is very disgusting. Did high element obstacle instead of the low element one, cos' not enough time. Jolyn did the tyres with wooden panels one. Everybody looked at her for one whole hour up there. Hahas! While me and Yan Shan did the walking on the rope one, cos' that's assigned to our group only. It's damn boring one. After that at night played 'kidnapped'. & our group was the last! Lols. Alot of things happen in between also, but I forgot already xD After everything then was forced to sleep. But didn't sleep, look at everyone sleeping only ): Phoned Olivia and talk all the way till 3plus. Hahas. Lie on the bunk doing nothing like that, only staring into space and waiting for the time to pass faster.

Breakfast and water games on day two. Had nature rumble, kayaking and rafting. Having water games and it's drizzling the whole day. So it's damndamndamn cold. The nature rumble's damn gross, damn disgusting! The mud's like elephant shit! Lmaos. Seriously stink alot, cannot understand why other classes had so much fun. Seeing all the class so filthy after the nature rumble and not ours. All of us like still so clean after this. Hahas. Had kayaking, and paired up with Jolyn. Asshole one xDDDD Keep on hit my head. Lols. Kept on banging on to others all the time. Then had rafting, which was damndamndamndamn boring. Worst of all the activities, cos' we only stood there seeing the guys building the raft and going out into the sea. After all the water activities, I'm like freezing cold cos' the 'infantry' sprayed water at us before we left. Somemore it's still drizzling! Had lunch, and preparation for camp after that. & campfire on 7. Fun, fun, fun! Some people's parents came for the campfire also. Somemore Mrs Tan all that also come! O: Lucky they never spoil mood [: After the campfire, everybody went to sleep already. Again, see everybody sleeping and me lying on the bunk thinking and staring into space. Lmaos.

Had cleaning on day 3 before leaving campsite D: Lucky our job was easy. Just walking around only. After everything, headed back to school. Waited for Olivia and went over to 213 then 204. Wait and wait and wait for her. Lmaos. After that cabbed home, put down my things and cabbed over to her house for lunch. Headed home after lunch (:

The food at the camp is like $&^&#^%#*%$ Nothing to describe it, all's just not to my liking >:/ Don't know why always no appetite when eating the food. It's like, don't eat also better. But still eat in the end and share with some people around xDDDD Bigbig thank you to our instructors, Natalie and Candice! :DDDDDDD Other instructors also luhs :DDDDDDDD All the instructors there are like super high, super friendly one. Awhile act cute, awhile act fierce, awhile act friendly and alot etc etc.. Like instructor Ahmad suddenly asked me; 'Do I look like hamtaro? Must answer honestly!' Lols. I said 'no' and he next minute changed already. He said :' Why your class so many rows, go behind squeeze luhs!' It's as though damn fierce but can quite tell is joke cos after that he say if he can find space behing for us to sit, we have to clean toilets with him. Everybody behind me like shocked until then suggest just squeeze, like so funny cans. Cos' instructor Ahmad suddenly say he's just joking only. Like scared we all only. Then another one was the infantry claiming that letting us sit under the rain is a romantic thing. Lols. And the instructor CK says he like guys, & he really looks like a gay especially when he tell me he really detest girls alot and still claiming he's damn handsome. Lmaos. & my brother said: 'they're so thick-skinned' Laugh Out Loud!!!!!! Alot things happened in between instructors and campers. Just damn funny lohrs. Like watching comedy. Lols! & finally the camp's over! :DDDD

Thank god there's no school tomorrow (: Thank you 3E4, instructors Candice & Natalie and everybody else for making this camp so wonderful :D Remember we're the best batch! :DDDDDDD Also 3E4's the best one xD Cos' we went out the furthest when kayaking out in the sea and only class that's so clean after nature rumble xDDD Also thank you instructors Candice & Natalie for leaving their autographs behind ((((((: This camp's the best even though many of us somehow loathe it alot cos' of the dirtiness, insects, pests, weather, teachers and alot other reasons but still it turned out to be a successful one.

The three cheers, the three cheers, the three cheers for everybody!

Camp tomorrow. Don't quite look forward to it. Phoned so many people at the very last minute to ask for this and that. Lmaos. Rot the entire day at home. I don't even know what I'm doing at times. It's like different persons at different times. Laugh out loud. Just like a patient feeding on pills that has side effects such as it'll cost the patient to have hallucinations and still claiming he/she doesn't have when people around are speaking of it. Lols!

I don't feel like going to school with that super big bag of mine luhs! I don't want! Seriously.

Does it really have to change everything? I really wonder.

To Queensway, Bugis and Peninsular today with Olivia. First time so shag, so restless. Seriously, I don't know what's happening either. Eversince don't know when, I've become like this. Maybe it's true, it's really dying already. Lmaos. 'Ve tried my best already ): Went home before the sun sets. Lols! Going to WestMall around 9 to watch movie with my sister :D

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Backed from the movie. Watch L change the world :D Very nice. If there's a chance, confirm watch again (: Saw my good sister's boyfriend after the movie also. Lmaos. World's so small. Hahas. Then took bus home with my sister.

No matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world. To Near from Legendary L (:

School is like hell now. Alot of things going on and it's all like a dream to me. Maybe it's really all numb and I've got to feign it isn't ): Lmaos. After school headed home to prepare and then went to meet Eunice, Jolyn and Yanshan. Took cab down to Queensway to buy the things that are needed for the camp. Awhile Jolyn and Eunice left for elsewhere. Walked around with YanShan and then went IMM also. Seriously walk till I can faint already. I don't know what's wrong; it's just as though the world's spinning non-stop, even until now it still is. It all became so numb eversince I don't know when either. Went home around 8 and it's like so early! xDxDxD

Ccb! Like dogshit! Damn irritated. I don't know what went wrong, just got so irritated recently. & yet I've to tolerate it and show that emotionless expression. Wtf! Shit you, assholes!
Took Olivia dad's car to school today. Nearly flunked almost all of my papers. Geography common test this afternoon. Lied to teacher about having tuition to run away from that useless audition. Ate @ West Mall. Took bus home. 'Ve got no mood.

Am left with no choice, cos' I really getting so filled up with so many things & it's all so frustrating. Cos' all's a different thing now. It aches so much that it's all numb now.

Met Olivia this morning @ usual place. This time nobody's late. Lmaos. Went to school and there's like so many things happening. Alot of things today, until every lesson can fall asleep. After school intended to wait for Yan Shan after her meeting but awhile then don't know where she & Jolyn went. So stayed together with Olivia & Hweekoon & etc... Then went 204 and back home @ 5.

Fate cannot be predicted(?)

Morning met Olivia before going school. Lmaos. Meet her @ 7, she tell me she need 4.30 wake up prepare liao. Laugh Out Loud! Slowly go school, then she stayed at 213 while I went in. Seriously can die in school with Chemistry lessons now. Every single thing we do also as if being watched. Wth! Damn irritated. Old lady so outdated somemore. Seriously alot worst than Ms Gopal all those. Ask me cut hair when no other teachers claiming that it's VERY long yet. Everything also bullshit one. So damn irritated by that Mrs Foong the whole time! >: Every other lessons were so much better :D Went to kfc after self study and back home already.

Or is it really that all these is fated? I never knew what you were thinking ever since then. Not even those eye shots clear anything ):

Never the same or still the same?

I'm lacking of sleeeeeep D: Very tired until no energy for 2.4km run today; until I'm so deadbeat. Maths common test today also, didn't even revised. Past few day out to different places. Lols. After our papers, headed to Burger King with Yan Shan & Yu Ai. Sent Yu Ai to interchange after eating and shopped around at West Mall awhile before heading home. I'm really very very very very very very very very tired ):


Perhaps it really lies between us only (?)

She said: You're never alone.

Went Bugis around 2plus. Like always tht time go out one, everything. Cabbed to Outram and trained from there. Spent very long time looking to Austin's birthday present, & like finally. Lols. Then took our time buy this buy that. It's like I'm buying things everyday now D: After that trained back to Clementi to have our dinner and played arcade there till Aunt came to fetch us. Reached grandparents house and went back home straight.

Sighs, I don't know what's wrong these day with me now. Practically everyday will quarrel with somebody or show people attitude. The problem still lies in me ):

Maybe letting it be the way it is, is still better.

Met cousins at around 3 today. Then trained to Cineleisure. Planned to watch movie there, ended up changed our minds. Laugh out loud! Shopped around instead of watching movie. It's like we were walking around aimlessly. Kept seeing alot people there. Just reach there only then saw the disturbing guy that took my old psp. Lmaos. Left there around 6 cos' initially needed to go the other side grandparents' house for steamboat session also. End up also never. Just go one side's steamboat session. Trained back and spent time @ Clementi, played arcade and disturbed people around. Slowly stroll back to grandparents' house also. Hahas. Seriously very irritated at there. It's like always new year give that kind of attitude to us. So what when we're younger? Shit the adults. Treat us like dogs and expect us to treat them as gods. Bullshit only. Want us study hard, all of us already do to the maximum; still expect more. Really damn irritated. Went home after watching my show. Seriously cannot stand them every cny!

Everything doesn't requires an explanation.

I'm lack of sleep, I cannot sleep! I'm hungry yet I've got no appetite eating unless it's my fav. food. I think I'm really suffering from either appendix, aneroxia* or gastric or whatever shits*. School's like nothing special, nothing to describe it. Just study & silents. Really sucks when the teacher already looks boring enough. After school had remedials and Mdm Gao kept insisting on keeping us when there's a staff lunch. Wth! So stubborn. Ended up it makes no difference at all -.-

Headed home straight to prepare and went to Batok station after everything. Met Eunice there and trained down to Bugis. Kept on changing our minds on going where; end up still Bugis. It's like there's reallyreallyreally nothing there already. Seriously so irritated; keep cannot find clothes that I like. Ended up really anyhow and bought flats & tees. Lols. Everything also bought the same with Eunice (: Evil twin. Hahas. Around 7plus trained back Batok and got Daddy to fetch my from West Mall. Cos' promised to accompany them to their cousin's house tonight; have been dragging it since last week already. Finally kept my promise to them xDD 9plus headed home already. My eyelids are seriously gonna' close already. Hahas! :D

Fate or luck?

Chemistry common test today. Didn't have much time for revision either. Valentines Day today also. Lmaos. Gave out all the presents in the morning already :D & finally all the cny photos are all uploaded in my computer now xDxD After common test went to eat @ West Mall and home-d already (:



2, 7, 8, 9 Feb:

Will fate and destiny come back? (Make a hint for me)

Laugh out loud! Only 2 lessons today, cos' alot teachers didn't come to school today. Like finally. Hahas. Everybody kept on fooling around. After school went West Mall awhile then headed to Lot One with Yan Shan to accompany her buy things. Then went back Batok to meet Eileen cousin. Went West Mall awhile again then took bus to Gombak cos' have to things at there. Then came back to my house and started baking and baking. End up alot of failing. Lols. Overall's still acceptable (: Just fetch her home and studied for my Chemistry test xD

What does it all meant when it's so many times.

Small quarrel last night. Laugh out loud! School early morning again. Worst thing was, I 吐血 early in the morning. Like fk. Disgusted. I think I'll die soon already. Awhile 贫血, awhile 吐血; all also bloodbloodblood. Didn't quite bother either. Still headed for school. Entire day was like so sleepy. Kept on dozing off. Hahas. First time so tired during school hours. Hahas. After school went to eat @ WestMall with Yan Shan while Jolyn went to one of her ex-boyfriend house. Hahas. Walked around @ WestMall after eating and headed home straight already.

Perhaps you find me a nuisance to you already right? Nevermind. I'm fine with that (: Lols. 'Ve accepted the fact that everything has changed already.

Perhaps it's just a dream.

Went to watch 'Kungfu Dunk' yesterday @ VivoCity with cousins. Cabbed there and cabbed home. Laugh out loud. All our parents like very happy so gave us money cab here cab there, eat this eat that & etc etc. Hahas. Went home quite early after dining @ grandparents house. & school starts today again. Whatthehell! Like shit! Just got into newyear mood then have to return back to school already ): Somemore common test today. It seems like everything doesn't go well in school now ]]: Went for Sakae after common test and saw Jayme, Jamie & co. too. Hahas. Ate, shopped & home (:

How I wish that dreams do come true.

Practially no time to update during cny. Only now that I've just reached home. Lols. Visited a few relatives on the first two days only. After that, cooped at grandparents house all day already. Played alot things there. Gambling(?), mahjong(?), playing cards(?) alot etc, I also not sure/ don't know xD Very good luck this year. Lols. Win and won, lose and lost. I guess I won few hundred dollars :DDDDDDDDD Drinking @ there last night and barbequed & celebrated birthdays @ there tonight. & going out tomorrow for movies (:


Sighs. Is it because it can't be erased or is it just the existence the remains everyday?

Will you forget or will you not? Any happy memories to be remembered? I doubt so.

@ school, @ West Mall and @ Jolyn's house yesterday. And trimmed my hair a little bit before going home.

Today's Chinese New Year eve already. So fast. Yet I don't feel any excitment about cny. This year's like nothing at all. Lols. School in the morning and today's Rowena's birthday too. Happy Birthday (: Passed WanXin Rowena's present this morning already (((: Didn't bring anything for school today since it's only half day. Lols. Had Maths test and concert after that. Went to West Mall with Yan Shan after school. Ate @ Burger King and went to help Jolyn buy her shirt. Bought my shoes, anklet and bracelet there. Lmaos. Now broke already. Hahas. Having reunion dinner at home later and at grandparents house aftermath. I guess school's better now. Lols!

Bored! 'Ve got nothing to do now. So.. replying tags now. Lols
Tag Replies.

SEBASTIAN-D: Lols. Thank you for present still luhs! & don't quarrel with Jolyn here. Hahas. Relinked you already also (:
Oli-viaaokx': Lols. Everyday looking at wht uhs, you?
eunice: Laughs. Whatever~ You're older than me and you're acting cute in front of me the other day when I'm pretending to be angry. Hahas!
&WANXIN: Hahas. I don't know when you having lessons mahs xD Everytime cannot find you one!
Jolyn: Relax. Don't quarrel with that db, Sebastian here. Hahas.
jayme: Relinked! (:
♥.Gohhuifen: Yr house so many room, go another room. Sure got one room have fresh air one. Lols.

Hold & never let go, will you? I doubt so.

Schoolschoolschool ): = Workworkwork ): School ended pretty fast today, maybe cos' kept talking & talking non-stop. Lols. After school, accompanied Jolyn awhile and headed to my house with Yan Shan to take my phone and empty my bag. Then bused to Bukit Panjang Plaza awhile, it's like worse than West Mall cans. So ended up taking cab to Lot One. One round at Pasar Malam and Lot One then to Gombak awhile. After that walked home from there. Reached home like 6; & I haven't do a single work yet >.<

Is it possible to repeat again? One hug to repeat everything again and time will pause at that very moment. 让我们重来好不好 再一次温暖的拥抱 求时间停在这一秒 倾听你的耳语心跳 --( 重来好不好 )

All's no longer the same.

School on Friday. And watched Chinese New Year rehearsal after school. Bus home straight after one round of rehearsal.

Town yesterday. Bused to Cck interchange first. Waited Olivia there and also help her take her things. Then took 190 to Far East. Walked awhile & it's like so crowded there till I can suffocate to death. Ended up trained to Bugis for movie and shopping. Saw Eileen cousin on the way for movies. Watch ' 27 Dresses ' and shopped @ Bugis Street. Like finally I really bothered my cny clothes for since it's really coming so soon now. Lols. Can't be bothered for the past few weeks, and now no choice already. Cos' it's the last week left already. Lmaos. Walked and walked like fk. Cos' cannot find anything. Both of us like so irritated. Hahas. But ended up still anyhow buy things. Took train to Cck @ 10plus. Went to find Mommy after that and Daddy came to fetch us home (:

& home today. Lols. There's so much to do in a day ):

Nobody's born to be bad, all's with good nature under bad influence only. Everything still matters like how it was before. It hadn't change all these while, fyi.