Feeling like so 'oh-ho-ho'. (Idon'tknowhowtosayit)
Simply felt like talking out everything,
yet I know clearly; I couldn't.

Nothing in particular for school.
Just some disgusting speech & sights.
& some uber dumb talk by me!
I paid so much attention for class today!
Applause* for myself! =.=''
(ThisIsHowLameIAmIfYouDon'tKnowMe!)
I retake all my tests today!
Seriously, I'm so changed; I believe.
Ask the teachers! I had so many questions!
But nothing gets in my brain. (you'vegotoutalready)
I'll seriously study hard this year round,
but for now; I need a new bag for my booooks!

I had a sudden feeling that everything has changed.
I don't know why either. It's just everybody changed.
No way describing, just a feeling.
Perhaps I wasn't the only one feeling this way,
but it's just that we never got to talk much.
It's not a good way talking about it either.
It's better to keep to ourselves.
I watch the series of our bonding,
how our life goes around. It really changed.
Come to think back, seriously it changed.
Nothing remains the same anymore, not like the past.
You could say we were a gullible batch of kids,
but now; a batch of rude, rowdy fighters.
No longer kids, everything solve through fights.
It's what seriously is going on now, everyday.
I don't know why I felt so shock, so astonished;
when I heard the news. It is shocking.
I had never imagined it out, & it did turn out.
It would be a disappointment to know who were involve.
Cause seriously, I never imagined it before.
Not once in my lifetime since I was born.
Anyways, we did enjoy the past & the current.
For now, to many; it might be more enjoyable than before.

Ignore these, just a short description of how i felt.

isawyouibelieveyoudidsawme,
butwedidnttalk. youshouldknowwhy.
butperhapsnotandidontknow. justsilence.
itmightbebetterfornow, causeirealiseiwassodumb.
imsorry. iadmitisaidiwouldntmeddleandiveletgo,
butthefactisnotlikethis;
seriouslyiwouldntmeddleanymore,
buticantletgofully, justclingingonandlettinggobitbybit.

Shitass-es. Always late.
Thanks to daddy lahrs!
Always make me almost late for school.
Mrs Tan is back today. idoits.
Continue her whatever investigation.
& I cannot make out what Nadhirah & WeiMing are trying to say!
So I just say what I know lohrs.
Fuck lohrs. I don't even have any impression about August.
& she claims i'm lying =.=
In-school suspension for that I'm lying.
Plus she makes me witness more than 15 strokes of caning!
Fuck lahrs! It's damn scary. So loud!
Then she talk & talk about respect & blahs.
Then sat outside GO.
Totally nothing to do at all lohrs.
So read 'Red Sky In The Morning';
very nice. But I kept falling asleep.
Two plus then Mrs Tan released me. So long.

Saw Mrs S. Leow. She came back!
She look so pale lehs. ( so white )
She just finish her operation the other day,
suppose to have MC for a month or so.
But she promise to return when she has recovered!
Need her back badly lahrs.
Or the class will seriously fail chinese.

Waited for Olivia & HweeKoon,
then went to westmall to slacked.
Cos of HweeKoon I can't leave. lols.
She tell me longlong story till we forgot the time.
Then bus-ed home. Boring.

Went school uber late lahrs.
Just cannot manage to wake up early,
& besides; dad's snatching time from me!
Suppose to report to mr kong,
but don't need actually also want lahrs.
Just a waste of my time only lohrs.
& mom told me just go class don't bother =.=
I miss class sososo much!
It's like the class change so much or something.
Had assembly, Ms S. Low is so kind!
She saw my studs & just ask me to take out.
But she never confiscate lohrs. Good Teacher (:
Ms P. Chua purposely make us embarrass lohrs.
Shitass-es. Speak through the microphone & say:
"Those who got suspended last week come out."
Fuck lohrs! Damn embarrass T.T
We all got up lohrs. Sat down at the table.
Talk & talk, lols. Didn't quite bother much.
Then her talks; "study hard" & blahblahs.
Took the slip to return to class.
Then WeiMing & I go lisiao the teacher. lols.
Damn funny, but the teacher like never bother also.
Finally had normal lessons already!
I love DnT so much nowadays. hahs.

Had moodswings during chinese, I suppose.
Shocked also lahrs. Was sleeping throughout.
Stupid Sebastian di keep disturb, bang tables.
Then touch my stuff. My face changed. =X
They thought I'm angry with them for touching my stuff.
I think so lahrs. But in fact I'm not.
It's just that I saw ... (shan't mention) =X
After more sleeps, better. lols.
Super long never wake up so early already xD

VE took up so much of our time lohrs.
Ms S. Low refuses to let us off,
cos we're so noisy! She claims so.
Sorry for letting 牛奶 and 滚水 for waiting! hahs.

Went westmall with olivia,
almost forgotten to meet my sister.
Called her, she's still at 213. lols.
She walked over to meet me.
Went together lohrs.
Ate & all, then sent olivia to bus-stop.
Accompanied sister to eat,
& buy food for maid;
went home already lohrs.
I'm a guaikia now! (:

I need remedial lessons, I suppose.
My maths & science is slacking alot.
I don't understand alot of things now.
Somebody help me cans? Teach me please! (:

Thanks to Cassy, Stacie, Mandy, Dawn & Michelle;
for the me-to-you photo clip holder! (:

last minute plan last night.
suppose alot ppl go want lohrs.
end up everybody say cnt. fed up.
especially those today say cnt want lohrs.
waste so much of my time to contact them.
cos everybody no phone, damn hard to contact.
but end up all don't want. so nvm.

met up with eunice mei at batok station.
dhen mrt-ed to jurong.
walked all e way to IMM to find jack.
saw fahrenhiet's autograph session!
alotalotalot ppl lehs! but didn't bother.
i don't fancy them to such an extend anways.
dhen jack joined us to entertainment lohrs.
ate at ljs, so paiseh cans.
i was e only one eating lahrs!
but nvm, waiting for sebas di also mahrs.
dhen wanted to watched movie,
but sebas don't want watch.
so end up, me & eunice watch only lohrs.
while e guys went to play arcade.
watched loft, damndamn boring!
















don't everever watch it lahrs! so boring lohrs.
watched for 1hours & we left e theatre.
cnt stand e boredom lahrs.
it's effin' cold also lohrs.
wanted to give sebas & jack a shock,
end up they don't know go whr.
thot they're bound to pangseh us.
but they nvr lehs. so good (:
jack went out early, cos he got work.
left sebas with us.
went to take neoprints.
waste money on first machine lahrs!
so ugly cans but nvm.
took again second time. better.
damn funny when we're decorating lohrs.
laugh like mad liddat cans.
spent more dhen an hour inside. hahaaas.
dhen sebas left to meet his family.
so me & eunice mrt-ed home lohrs (:

thanks eunice mei for e bag (:
thanks my maid for e fila tee (:
thanks my brother & girlfriend for the $50 (:
thanks those who wished me happy birthday.
( be it advance or belated, still thanks )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF!

if only i had e chance,
but fate wasn't in my hands.
how much i wished so,
yet it didn't came alive.
it's just not meant to be then.
i didn't thot much, till you've told me.
i was on tough luck since then,
how i wished i had been thr.
but yet, it's also a good thing.
i didn't had to grieve anymore.
( i'm certain nobody understands. )

it isn't a perfect day,
in fact a terrible day.
didn't went anywhr to celebrate.
didn't had e mood,
perhaps it was due to e recent matters.
yet still, thanks to my dearest sisters & friends.
this day is finally gonna' end. so long.
what i wished for so hard, didn't turn out.
i gave up. or maybe i didn't still.
well i don't know anyways.
have been rotting since morning.

waited for so long, till olivia called.
met up with her, went westmall.
played arcade & ate.
waited for kailun, dhen go her hse.
walked thr for 30mins. so long.
so many ppl at thr also lahrs.
damndamn funny sia.
kailun says she's cute x)
lols. ( kays i post out alr ) xD
thr's this veryvery childish ger,
she banged olivia dhen don't know say what revenge.
damndamn childish sia. how old sia.
lols. practically i can't rmb what happened.

around 9plus, brother came to fetch me.
went hougang, search for mom.
cnt find e block sia, idoit lohrs.
end up she said e wrong block!
& we were like so late alr lahrs.
dhen rushed over to e airport.
picked dad, he kept complaining it's fucking hot.
godness sake, damn cold okays!
went home, took my jacket from dad.
& went to sleep lehrs.

hoping tml can go out lahrs.
stupid idoits, all cnt go.
all must go hohrs! don't ps me & eunice. (:

TAGBOARD REPLIES:

all: thanks for your greetings (:
eViLaLa: hahas i see. kays i understand x)
choonhui: hellos (: THANKKS! (: takecares.
JOEYTAN: THANKKS! (:
mandyy: lols what would i be sad for? anyways, thanks still (:
Jolyn: THANKKS! LINKED-
JOlYN=): hope so bahrs. one person leaving makes a big difference lehs. THANKKKS, anyways. boxim! ps all of us! xPp
joanne: kays RELINKED-
KARYAN: lols. you're late & you're early haaas. THANKKS anyways (: IMU*

many things changed over the days lahrs.
thou everything happened on e wrong time,
but it's bound to happen someday too.
weiming's aparting, hope not.
hope his dad changes his mind lahrs.
it's not a great idea to stop him from schooling lohrs.
hais. seems like everybody's mourning over.
this change was so sudden,
i doubt anybody could accept such a change.

have been apart from school for 2days.
seeming like so anti-social.
i don't know what's happening & all.
i want to return back to class lahrs!
it's a mistake we once did, & it's our outcome.
i want to know what's going on! hais.
it's gonna' be a bad year, a tough year.
not only for me, but for all of us.
everything went wrong right from e start.
chances were given to us, yet we didn't cherish;
till it's gone, we realise its importance.
would miracles happen?
would 2e5 remain as 2e5 once again?
i don't wanna' lose one haopengyou lehs (:
so sad lohrs. three haopengyous, get into trouble tgt. xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE MEI!

hope you like what jolyn jie, sherilyn mei & i bhot hohrs.
chosen by me & jolyn jie dehrs xD
be happy okays? don't brood over too many things hohrs.

i'm so bored lahrs!
thot thru alot alot alot things.
everything was so dramatic, so related.
was like coincidence or fated to be.
well perhaps or maybe it was alr e limit.
i no longer cling on anymore, be happy.

suppose to meet eunice mei at westmall today.
but dhen she went for her movies.
so forget it lahrs.
dhen chat awhile with some ppl since it was after school alr.
went out around 5plus to meet mom at cwp.
wanted to buy clothes but then i don't any.
end up, she buys her own wan.
&& i bhot my o.d.m. watch, fucking nice!

dhen went to find belinda zeh at e pasar malam thr.
uncle & auntie not thr. ):
played some games, & she refuse to accept e money.
NO FUN AT ALL! lols.
nvm. got e toy for enen lahrs.
e games aren't that fun anymores.
bhot some food & cabbed home.

webcam-ing with dad, no more snow alr!
& he didn't buy my stuff lahrs!! $%^&$
connection thr wasn't great,
so didn't chat much & OFF!

first time in history,
so many ppl didn't attend class today!
lols. misfortunes of 2e5. hais. sad.

p.s/ hoping 2e5 will still remain e same (:

TAGBOARD REPLIES:
Dawn: hellos. oh thanks. you won't see me on friday lahrs ):
EUNICE!: hais. nvm lahrs. hahas. he still can go bugis ahrs? lols
you today try give me lohrs (: aiyas i not so bad.
don't need give me beat you back lahrs haaas xD RELINKED!
JOLYN: update only one day! xP must everyday mahrs. haas.
JOEYTAN: yea lohrs. but not everyday. see lucky or not lohrs.
lols. not scary. takecares too (:

mom came down to school in e morning.
she waited damn long, & left.
she's angry with ms s. low lahrs. =.=
weiming's dad came down to school & blahs.
weiming's brother soot jordan out.
mrs tan forced every single detail out.
called down by mrs tan.
forced out what i know & blahs.
like wtf cans. even nvr do like force to admit.
there's no way to deny,
so what's e point of asking then.
too many loopholes anyways.
it's like she knows who's involve & is just waiting us to say out.
left with no choice, asked huifen out.
she didn't listen or say anything.
had a hard time to hide off everything lahrs.
everybody had different portions.
cos it's like so long ago things alr.
& who bothers to rmb so clearly anyways!
dhen weiming soot out nadd.
cos if he don't, police case alr. no choice.
it's bound to implicate more ppl for sure.
definitely is not our class ppl anymore.
oh well, i guess i'm SUPPOSE to say i soot out nadd dhen.
since everybody thinks so. lols. so be it.
straight suspension for 2 days.
called mom down. waited damn long.
jordan's mom came, she starts her nonsense.

sat there for like so damn long lohrs.
mom & sister came down, talked.
they ain't that surprise either. LOLS.
they didn't asked me much about anything also lahrs.
mrs tan was like what?!?!? %$$^^&#&%$
adding fuel into e fire?
& my mom was like no interest lohrs.
cos mrs tan's like teaching my mom how to be a mother? =.=
cnt stand her lahrs, wanted to laugh yet cnt.
all e long story out & it's done.

take handphone from ms p. chua & mrs tan.
they're like so scared we'd gonna' rob them or smthg.
=.='' locked themselves in e room dhen take e phones out.
my sister was like 'they're so zzzzz...'
received a msg from don't know who, didn't bother to see either.
just copied e no. & go.
cos they asked us to stay thr & phone my dad.
was like wtf, we're gonna' talk for hours lehs!
so oh well, forget it lahrs.
let her keep it for as long as she likes.

went home, had dinner; dhen went TTS.
( tan tock seng hospital )
SO BORING CANS! @.@
called eunice mei & talked alot of things lohrs.

went cwp around 9plus.
saw uncle gillbert & belinda zeh.
talked blahblahs lahrs.
shopped around dhen went home.
i'm so tired!

p.s/ oh well, since everybody think's,
i bring things to such a state so be it.
since the guys don't want to say either, shan't force.
cos if you ain't in part, you won't feel how stress.

SPOT CHECK!
so fuck lohrs. surrendered my phone lahrs.
ms p. chua still confiscate my sweets.
damn fuck lohrs. 25% surrendered.
everybody was like sian diao for e whole day.
after school went to search for ms p. chua.
i search till i wanna' die cans.
search up and down e entire school lohrs.
fucked up lahrs.
talk about what consequences things & blah.
went back to class to meet sisters.
meeting to go westmall tgt lohrs.
class decoration is like shit alr!
went to find ms low,
asked her talk to my mom lahrs.
i'm so tired liao lohrs. crap!
she complained & stuff, don't bother.
went westmall, bhot eunice & yanshan presents (:
bhot for sebastian di also lehrs lahrs (:
saw jack thr too. haaaas. longlong no see.

went home, called mom.
she's going to my school tml!
to ask for my fucking phone back (:
in fact, i don't need the phone badly;
i just need my contacts back lahrs!
have to pray hard ms chua will be giving back.
or maybe just e card back would be enough (:

such a fool, such an idoit lahrs!
rushed in the morning cos of mr tan!
he called & had to rush lohrs.
so last minute lohrs.
met olivia at 213 thr,
pass e guys some things & went in school.
such a boredom lahrs.
so many teachers didn't come.
mrs s. peh & ms e. tan. so sad lahrs.
love music like hell lahrs.
i'm super uber hyper.
ask my darling sisters! PCKPCK! xD
stupid eunice mei! keep punching me!
i cnt bleaf jolyn lahrs! it's hard to bleaf! =X

had class beautifying day.
dhen evelyn, rowena, olivia & hweekoon came lahrs.
so told ms s. low that i go out awhile.
she said okay lohrs.
went out talk & discuss.
stupid ger. why so silly? hais.
dhen ms s. low was like asking me to talk faster.
when she's standing thr!
how to talk!?!?!? unreasonable.
so forget it. bid goodbyes ):
went in class she assign me with so many things!
& i'm not part of e class commitee also lohrs!
did everything with helps from my darling sisters (:
wanted to go westmall after that.
but then, eunice & yanshan ps me.
so forget it. i stayed back.
help with all e boards & stuff.
it's e fucking first time i contributed so much!
i did one entire board myself! @.@
had interviews from ELDDS.
everybody ran away lahrs.
so damn paiseh lohr!!!!
keep everything dhen left alr lahrs.
hweekoon & olivia alr left for home.
so went home with nabilah (:

daddy was admitted to hospital ytd.
sad lahrs. he says weather thr's too cold.
LOLS. anyways it's for a night in hospital only.
just hope he buys me my stuff xD
so many ppl admitted to hospital recently.
mrs s. peh also admitted,
for don't know what reason lahrs. ):

TAGBOARD REPLIES:
mandy: haaas. great that you've enjoyed! (:
TSIWEY*: yeasyeas. changed it alr!
EUNICE!: yeas lahrs. see i so good. still beat me!

saturday
went to westmall to meet sister.
she almost put me aeroplanes lahrs.
cos of lina & linhui ):
they jio-ed her out after she ask me to meet her.
& i was like so fuck up.
so she meet them at night lohrs.
dhen we went to westmall arcade.
played like crazy. haaaas.
super disgusted yet fun lohrs.
played e insects game & jurassic park.
i lost in jurassic park lahrs!
so easily being distracted sia.
spent 20+ dollars in there. we're broke.
bhot food home for mummy. (:
called daddy, he's buying my shoes & jacket!
i can't wait for next saturday to come lahrs! xD

sunday
so many ppl birthday's falling in january.
yanshan & eunice darlings (:
i have no idea what to buy!
i hate ongwanxin lahrs! xP
might be going out to meet her later or smthg.
god bless her lahrs. (:

TAGBOARD REPLIES:
eViLaLa: yeas! PSLs rocks! takecares kays?
don't thinks so much ahrs. anything just tell me (:
JOEYTAN: nahhs wrongwrong. no lahrs.
not that scary. just disgusting only. nice movie.
KARYAN: haaas finally huhs? lols i miss you alot also lehs!
JEREMY: haaas. PSLs rocks! lols hahas. everybody enjoyed so much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANSHAN!

/with modifications and editting.

a life that's without anger.
no limit of tolerance.
waits in the silence.
a mournful series of life.
grieving in that silent.
it's what leading me in life.
i don't deny feeling have ended.
but i don't admit feelings are still there.
a story that bring the real sorrows.
it wouldn't help if hate comes alive.
bring that hatred away, happiness would come in.

had school that fills my life.
takes up the time of my day.
everything's spent meaningfully.
cause i'm seriously going to pia thru this year.
that hardship i've given,
i bleaf would succeed someday.
i've loss interest in science, mathematics & geography.
for no sort of reason.
perhaps it was due to the unknowing change of seat.
it left me in a whirl of madness.
my seat was left for sherilyn since yesterday.
i was given with e seat next to waikit.
imagine my reaction. obviously; shock.
so much to e front. tough luck.
secondary two life seriously isn't smooth.
things are far worse than before.
i've been like called out to give answers a million more times.
being screamed by p. chua loudly in the school.
called up to perform for emotions.
i swear it was damn embarrass for all these to happen.
school ended like so damn fast cans.
just for different lessons, & school's over.

cabbed over to olivia's house when school ended.
had maggi & campbell for lunch.
it's fucking nice okays! (:
watched 蜡笔小新. it's damn funny okays.
left there around 3 cause of hweekoon.
two idoits waiting at the bus-stop with no 300.
so damn embarrass, & we walked to lot one.
mrt-ed back to batok with hweekoon.
it's uber slow due to the rain disasters.
bus-ed home, & face the tv for 3 hours straight.

left house at 10pm for night show at westmall.
went there to watch ghost tunnel.

had macdonalds before the movie.
it's been a long time since i had mac lohrs. (:
it's super uber nice lahrs.
it's damn disgusting lohrs, quite scary.
but it's still a nice show lahrs.
one problem is; the cinema is fucking cold!
even guys can't stand the coldness lohrs.
cabbed home after the movie.

it's gonna' be a short post,
& i love today so much lahrs.
many things happened.
i thought over about my studies.
first times uhhs. lols.
i wanna' work hard, & get into e top 40 for level.
so i can get into e5 again.
i'm gonna' strive so hard this time, i swear i would.
it's the very first time i love science so much!
that i paid so much attention,
& ask lots of question lohrs, all about atoms.
ms a. toh still in her biase-ness dream.
so be it. & i don't think there's much i could do.
i'll change her thinking someday, i hope so. (:
mathematics is still tough for me lahrs.
i would give up so easily when the bell goes.
so fuck cans! if only i hadn't heard the bell.
i would be so into maths lohrs. doing finish all e sums.
cos i wanna' rush & i care no more.
let it shine is doing soon, & i wanna' watch.
i have homework yet to do lehs! omfg.

p.s/ i will make a difference!
p.p.s/ i have learnt. (:

seeming like i'm so shag these days.
i could simply fall asleep anytime, anywhr.
i'm just so tired lahrs!
today's soso lohrs. nothing amazing.
ms a. toh is being biase again lohrs.
forget it. i will prove her so wrong lohrs.
letting her continue her biase-ness.
i will make a difference! xP
i'm so sad! moodswings came alive lohrs.
i don't know what's wrong lahrs.
just getting very fedup at times lahrs.
fights in class. & it's fucking lame to do that gossips.
i swear more than half the class was like gossiping.
be it guys or girls. equal.
all's wanting for more infomations. =.=
what's more lame is they're acting out.
it's as thou it's the first fight they ever witness,
or issit they've nvr seen one before their eyes?
enough of the fight~
cabbed home after school again.
weather's fucking hot lahrs.

p.s/ pardon me for my rude replies.
i'm in a fucking bad mood.
p.p.s/ i'm tired of your complains.
if you really wish so go ahead.
there's no need for you to act as thou nth happen.
cos if you don't know, your acting skill ain't good.

/editted; i'm in a fucking mood.

wah sian. so many homework so many project.
lame saying all these anyways.
morning went school damn late. LOLS.
dilly-dally all around the house. xD
dhen rush all the way to school. haaaas.
choonhui never come. SIAN!
crapped alot today, laughed alot.
i know i'm happy lahrs. (:
sherilyn & co. being reprimanded by mrs tan.
school ended went pastamania for lunch.
slacked around westmall.
did homework at library. GUAI KIAs! =X
cabbed home with olivia around 5plus.
i don't have enough time to do my homework lehs.

REPLY FOR TAGS:
eileen: lols. okays funfunfun! so candid lohrs!
okays. next time i ask you out again after 'payday' (:
Jeremy: ouhhs lols. haaaas. paiseh. i thot you forget all of us liao. LOLS.
dawn: hellos =.= errs. like what lehs? colors? objects? ppl?
JOEYTAN: okays. see you at wm sometimes soon then (:
takecares & misses xD
Jeannette: i thot you forget me liao! so long nvr chat.
miss you alot lehs! :D

p.s/ fuck you. my fault lahrs! that 'knn' person is you lahrs!
p.p.s/ i'm fucking dulan! calm me down!

woke up so early lehs!
not enough sleeeeep lahrs!
bhot sweets, passed things, entered school,
passed thing, locker & blahblahs!
i'm sick of m.t. lessons lehs.
super uber boring cans.
mdm s. peh is like moodswing cans.
& you fucking don't throw your temper lahrs.
we're ain't your trashbag to vent anger lohrs.
i'm missing geography & mathematics!
attended v.ball training.
but we did nothing. lols.
bus-ed home cos of the rain lahrs.
wanted to cab lohrs. but due to rain!
i wanna play. end up the rain stopped. T.T
so many projects!!!! so many tags to reply. =.=


REPLY OF TAGS:
♥Dawn!ღ: met up alr lahrs. class location told alr.
yahrs. cos i'm browsing around too.
so saw the tags, dhen just reply lohrs.
JOEYTAN: =.= not popular, cos tagged by same ppl.
you hse at cck you train to cwp? wm nearer mahrs. xP takecares too.
AMANDA: you got time dhen do lahrs. haaaas. miss you!
update often, i tag more lohrs (:
♥Dawn!ღ: no lahrs i nvr sleep so early. just lazy to online & reply.
you boring dhen msg me if i not online lohrs. (:
gohHUIfen: okays RELINKED-
Jeremy: uhhs. hellos (: you're ny jeremy hohrs? x
JOEYTAN: no ahrs. e skull bg still here what. nvr removed.
JOLYN: hello (: you're the ny jolyn right? x


p.s/ juniors/meis sorry about this morning ahrs.
cos smthg happened so yahrs, so liddat lahrs.

RAHHHH! i'm so busy these days lahrs.
learn from 'ah beng korkor' { your RAHHs }
lols. okayokays. backtrack lahrs.

saturday,13january2007;
posted- before going out.
went out to meet eileen cousin.
dhen went over to queenstown station,
waited for my sister. she dragged the time!
wait so damn long & i'm so tired lehs.
cabbed over to ikea,
shopped, bhot cupboards; byebyes to ikea.
went to grandfather shop,
took stuff for postconnect co.
went home to put everything down,
& mrt-ed to bugis.
daddy sent us to jurong east station only lahrs!
stingy freak okays! ):
shopped all the way till 11plus.
every shop is closed lahrs!
alot ppl went thr lohrs,
but i saw nobody i know thr!
amazing, i'm blind lahrs =x
mrt-ed to dover.
daddy fetched us from thr. T.T
eileen cousin came over to ton. FUN!

sunday,14january2007;
daddy left for china in the morning!
for his stupid business trip. =.=
soso. slept lahrs. damn tired.
play, chat, eat & everything. blahblahs.
fun with mirror time! xD
rushed all the way to westcoast lohrs.
slack lahrs!
car-ed home around 10plus.
rushed home for printings lahrs.
it's damndamn rush lohrs.
i have to run!!!!!!!!!!
now i need more sleeeeeeeeeeep! (:

p.s/ replying tags tomorrow.

had 11 hours of sleep! lols
woked up by some idoit calls (:
don't call when i'm sleeping lahrs! x
i'm sosososo happy lahrs! xD
don't ask me why lahrs. just HAPPY!
thanks for everything.

& oh sorry sister!
i didn't mean to tell him wan.
but i just you life to be better.
hope you'll quit those soon ahrs? (:
okays. i don't only wish that sister of mine to quit.
everybody also okays?
it's not good lohrs. so quitquitquit! (:

awwws so sad lahrs.
daddy's leaving tml i guess.
he'll be going for his overseas trip. SIAN.
& i don't even know when he'll be back lahrs.
either on my birthday or his birthday i guess.
that's what he said, he'll be back on either one of our birthday.
most probably is his lahrs.
cos he don't wanna buy my N93 for me! x(
stupid lahrs. i don't care anyways.
i'm just going to buy that phone!
i cnt wait any longer lahrs. xD

hope i'll be going out today lahrs.
have been rotting like siao lohrs.
i wna go buy my room furnitures lehs.
& i still have lots of hwk yet to be done!
oh god. somebody finish it for me lehs (:

i felt so weak, so tired.
yet i had to stay up strong.
i denied no more.
i admit, i haven't let you go.
a month has passed.
today's e start of a new month once more.
one comes, another goes. i'm tired.
i don't deny, someone did came in;
within this month.
but for all i know.
i cannot forget you. how hard i tried.
it was to no avail. i can't.
i gave my blessings, but it turn out to fail.
was it so wrong to really just give my blessings?
i admit, i do give curses.
but i stopped it all.
when i took time to really realise everything.
everything that's happening.
i learnt from everything, you've given.
i said, you said, other said; you ain't worth.
so what am i doing now? i have no idea.
i asked god; i want a turn back.
but will it really happen? i doubt so.
nobody bleafs it would.
not me, not you, not anyone.
those imaginations, illusions came back.
i took time to realise they were fake.
for once i took them real.
it killed & i almost died.
& now i bleaf it was just my illusion.
thank you for those times still.
sorry for those hurts.
everything wasn;t just up to my wishlist.
i just let things happened in every second.
without any thoughts;
i didn't bother much.
in the end, i regret.
my last resort; know me well, you'll know.

REPLIES FOR TAGS:

JOEYTAN: your sch at batok area & you hang out at cwp & lot?
LOLS okays then. we'll meet up at ny someday. miss you (:
AMANDA: darling! you're getting prettier lehs. your photos are nice lohrs.
i miss you lots lehs. tell your mommy to come back to sg lehs! (:
♥Dawn!ღ: mei! hellos. thankyou! (: takecares hohrs?
study hard ahrs? hahahahaaas.
YANLING: okayokays! must rmb lehs. i'll be waiting!
KARYAN: jie! i miss you so much lehs!
stupid sister! always nvr reply me wan haaaas. finally!

p.s/ text alignment changed to left.
p.p.s/ i'm missing lots of ppl!
p.p.p.s/ i'm super uber happy lahrs! :D

received a survey again.
from my dearest dawn meimei. (:

7 things that scares me: your sadness
the sad life of peoples
spoilt computers
lack of clothings
the day you left me
lonliness
irritations

7 Favourite music at the moment: i'll love you forever
靠近一点点
都是你
放不下
imagine me without you
别人的天长地久
never let you go

7 people i fancy: sisters
brothers
haopengyous
pengyous
seniors
juniors
cousins

7 things i like most: those sweet talks
bubble teas
handphone
sweet memories
my belongings
sweeets!
staircase spots!

7 people who had been tagged: karyan
eileen
judith
eunice
amandas'
joey
anybody!

i'm so damn tired lahrs!
cca awareness day!
damn tired but fun lahrs.
dragged other cca memebers away from e5.
LOLS. damn funny lohrs.
esp. e cross country. haaaas.
suan them till nth to say liao.
had fun lohrs. keep seeing alotalot seniors lohrs.
rowena, wanxin, nicholas, binglong, jeremy....
i can't rmb. it's alot.
everyone participated lahrs. (:
alot e5 gers join volleyball. damn good!
i'm so damn kind okays,
i help st. john, npcc, band, m. dance, media resource...
& alot other cca to advertise lohrs.
so don't complain! xD
everything ended around 3plus,
had meeting & all; disband.
raining like so damn heavy okays.
& i walked under e rain like kisiao lohrs.
damndamndamn wet lahrs.
wanted to cab home, no taxi.
bus-ed home. drench like crazy.
sick plus sick! my voice changed!
fuck lohrs. due to my flu! x(
i neeeeeeeeed more sleeeeeeep!!!!!! (:

i've died lahrs. ask wanxin why.
LOLS. crap her lahrs.
everything copy me! LOLS. kidding!
sister lahrs. mind thinks the same. (:
follow your heart ahrs! i support you.
rained for the whole day lohrs. fuck you lehs.
stop promises lahrs. fuck!
waste of my time lohrs. T.T
a. toh cried i guess.
she got so fedup with our class.
manage to see a lil bit of her tears. LOLS
she gave a qns to us, no response.
we couldn't care much also lahrs. lols.
i'm in love with mathematics & geography again!
hated maths & geog. last year due to m. cheong & n. lee.
i'm working hard, being a guai kia! lols.
i'm so crazy lahrs. ask 2e5.
i keep claiming i'm guai kia for the day. owhs.
i know my insane-ness. CRAP.
cabbed home after school again,
due to the stupid rain lahrs.
; ask you to rain don't wan rain.
nvr ask you rain, you rain. LOLS.
my craps.

i'm having lung cancer soon lahrs.
pray hard i'll die okays? thanks (:

p.s/ i'm meeting 1e5'o7 again!

/edited with 1e5'o7 & PSLs'o7 photos (:






































cabbed home after waiting very long at 213.
so ya. the day is short.
school start at 0830. everything's fast.
so ya well, i have many things to say, to comment.
but fuck, you're childish okays? =.=
you got so many things to comment on ppl mehs?
go ahead lahrs. backstab at your forte;
like nobody's business. like nobody knows or whatsoever.
i don't wish to start any quarrels.
so fuck, i tolerate.
don't push your luck too far okays.
i'm v. pekchek. so that's when vulgarities comes in.
v. pekchek v. siao for the day. i know.
send me to woodbridge lahrs, i'm crazy. T.T
i just realised i've walked towards darkness again.
sorries to karyan, shernette, ben, jeslyn & nicholas.
promises are broken once again. =X
i've got sorethroat due to somethings that happened at cck on monday.
so fuck okays. it's terrible. T.T
i'm gna have lung cancer. =.=''

p.s/ fuck! it's your forte lehs. i don't bother.
continue your craps like nobody's business. T.T

sians~
slacked at batok with olivia & huifen.
dhen cabbed to cck to meet sheila.
all slacked together till around 7plus.
went to take photos & cabbed home.
phone low batt. damn sucky.

today damndamndamn suey!!!!!!!
earsticks caught by a. toh.
answering & demo-ing by syamsul.
attire & everything by p. chua.
fucking suey lohrs. damn it.
worst luck of my life sia.
took height & weight also. sians.
everybody shocked! =.=
after school waited for kailun at 213.
dhen went koufu eat,
waited for jordan to pass olivia stuff.
dhen slacked awhile more,
went home lohrs.
total lame-ness & kisiao-ness with olivia!

p.s/ paiseh juniors, i like nvr respond. sorry. (:
p.p.s/ i'm super uber happy! except for the teachers!!

REPLIES OF TAGS:

chermaine: okay. will relink ASAP.
YANLING: okayokays. keep in touch.
msg you when i free. (:
AMANDA: haaas. blog more. i tag more. (:
EUNICE;: wah EUNICE LEE so bad liao haaaas.
i always see you very enjoy at thr hohrs?
me damn sian lohrs. somemore so suey lohrs.
dawn: haaas okay good. LOLS

REPLIES OF TAGS:
replying tags once again. (:

EMILY: hello. miss you (:
jowytan: hello. thanks. takecares.
see you in NY someday. (:
liting: lols okays i know what liao.
i wanna chip in ahrs! (:
YANLING: lols. haaas. i miss you lots!
when you got time can go out sia?

went jurong point last evening,
to get all my school stuff like bags & etc.
bhot my school shoes, finally.
double-fold shoes! (:
& myuk pencil box, damn nice lohrs.
went charles & keith to buy myself a pair of sandals again.
wanted to buy a long sleeve shirt from ella lohrs.
but it's kindda plain so forget it.
shopped for about 3hours or so.
had pizza, dhen went home.
so damn tired lohrs.

REPLIES OF TAGS:

yihan: hi! okays thanks! miss you alot lehs.
keep in touch always ahrs. (: see you thr too.
EUNICE;: lols how can liddat say sia.
one your gor another two your clown lehs. LOLS
AMANDA: nps. haaas okays. update often lahrs. (:
liting: LINKED! seriously i've learnt alot. thanks!
had so much fun. eveyrthing was worthwhile, yeas?
keep in touch always lehs. haaaaaas. xD

p.s/ all my wishes are almost fulfilled.
left with some only now. soooon~

uber tired for these three days lohrs.
school ended at 5plus near 6.
had cheer competition & everything lohrs.
i love 1e5 2007 okays!
bhot hello pandas for all last night. given out.
we praticed our cheer.
all damn enthu damn cooperative lehs.
love all of them lahrs.
they had so many talks lohrs. so tiring.
& ming hong keep scolding us. T.T
forget it. he kindda spoils everybody's mood.
but when it comes to annabelle's* thing;
laughters lahrs. hahaaas.
during the practicing of cheer went around all the classes.
all praticing so hard lohrs, some lahrs.
keep banging onto nathanel* lols.
damn funny lahrs. he close door i open door.
continuously lohrs. haaaas.
veejay* also damn funny lahrs,
keep cursing me fall down;
dhen i curse him back say i so long still can rmb.
hahaaaas. best part was annabelle* haaaas.
ming hong & jun wei paiseh! hurhurs!
around 5 went down for the competition lohrs.
nice cheer lohrs! like e3's cheer too & n1.
damndamndamn nice lahrs.
but the outcome wasn't great lohrs.
e5's the best lahrs!
judges made the ending great lohrs.
the five of us won the best PSL griup.
shocked lohrs. none of us know that there's such a prize.
LOLS. best thing was:
1e5 won the cheer competition! first in position!
i love all you damndamn lots!
they really put in alot of effort,
memorizing all the lyrics & action.
we had lots of fun together toooo! (:
e5 also won another award;
smthg like the most well behaved for the 3-days lahrs.
not first but 2nd runner-up. also good!
they won the two awards up there okays!
n1 also won the most well-behaved award.
great lehs. both class lead by 2e5 PSLs! hahaaas.
e5's really the best lohrs. xD
had a PSL candid shot & yumsengs. FUN!
special thanks to our photographer =.=
jeremy & eric. haaaaas. xDD
also big thanks to liting.
we have learn alot thru this experience lohrs.
we encounter so many problem;
& still we went thru together.
problems that comes out once in every ten years.
we're the lucky ones lohrs.
reached home around 6plus,
& went out for dinner again. damn tired cans.
keep sleeping in the car lohrs. (:
LOVE 1E5'07.
might upload photos. will try to get from jeremy. (:

p.s/ i'm so paiseh for the 3-days orientation!
p.p.s/ i love e5 juniors!

go school damn late today lehs! xD
brother wanted to fetch me to school,
but so early lohrs.
haven't tie my hair & all yet lohrs.
fed up lohrs. so kan chiong for what.
piggggggggggg lahrs! =P
i finished all my hwk within two days okays!
now i'm all left with maths only lahrs.
fucking lazy to do lohrs.
but the question damn interesting,
cos i loved mathematics! (:
bused to school saw many ppl lehs.
ytd saw all my seniors,
graduated wan & blahs lahrs.
rowena & co. wanxin & co.
{ rowena, binglong, wanxin, nicholas, evelyn }
& today saw all my juniors in bus.
all so nerdy wan lehs. T.T
8plusplus went for e psl thing.
took 1e5 again lahrs. cute lehs.
today damn siao lohrs. haaaas.
i'm on the verge of losing my voice liao.
so irritated by 1n1 lohrs. rebellious like shit lahrs.
so shag liddat, all.
had the puzzle game today. =.=
pity 1e5 lehs. so kelian.
cnt play their second game.
don't know which bastard go spoil the game lohrs.
make them cnt play, fed up sia.
thot them cheer & all.
so paiseh today! i feel so humiliated! =X
damn funny lohrs. dhen walk around the sec 1s classes.
same level only lahrs.
cos stupid sherilyn don't want accompany me!
dhen everything ended,
slowed pace back to class.
caught by mdm ros, sort of.
i tricked her out. dumb.
geography damn funny the swearing thing.
nvr swear at all lohrs.
just repeating only. LOLS.
MT also made me fed up lehs.
whole day damn paiseh lohrs.
fuck sia. give ppl laugh like shit!
finally i got back my ezlink card liao. =.=

after school had pastamania.
alrights lahrs.
not very tasty or whatsoever.
will get bored of the food only lahrs.
slacked around at westmall.
accompanied olivia to cck dhen mrted back to gombak.
thot alot alot alot things lehs. fuck lohrs!
i'm swearing so much these days sia.
fuck lohrs. swear so much like shit!

I KNOW THE TRUTH LIAO! =.=
damn lame lohrs.
stupid ger! so many things nvr tell me.
lucky i not stupid lahrs. hahas.
i worship her to be so strong.
& i don't think i can lohrs. fucked up!

i woke up so early today sia. so crazy.
prepared & all, went to jolyn's house.
my crazy sister! take so long! (:
went to school, rushed for the hwks. LOLS.
so many amendments lohrs, classroom at 3rd floor.
sure to damn tired for this year.
changed of teachers, alot.
went for my psl thing lohrs. fun!
sec ones are nice lehs!
except some lahrs, i don't comment lahrs.
everything ended dhen went back to class for MT.
i ez-link card got confiscated! FUCK!
cos i nvr do my hwk lohrs.

after school went outside school gate.
stupid sisters! say meet at study area;
become outside =X
dhen went to westmall. awhile.
dhen go kailun jie's house. awhile.
we spent a long time searching her house! LOLS.
awhile, sent hweekoon to bus-stop.
& cabbed home with olivia sister.

just got back home from the cinemas.
went westmall to watch deathnote II.
it's darn nice okays. must watch!
westmall so long queue lehs. super long.
from e counter can queue till outside e cinema.
lols. went in the theatre 5mins late.
due to the queue, but haven't really started.
so it's perfect timing anyways.
















L damn cute lohrs. he hold his handphone!
nice style lehs. sit also cute! xD
should be squat lahrs.
don't know his real name also. T.T
misa amane very sweeet lohrs. so cute & pretty.
yogami light also handsome. apity he's cunning.
still not sure if he's good anot lohrs.
but deathnote II is really worth watching.
damndamndamn nice lohrs.
rem & ryuk; the god of death.
jealous so sweeet to misamisa, die for her.
so romantic lohrs. god die for a ger.
rem also die for misa. sweeeet.
promises are never broken! xDDD
sort of regret going for the movie.
but then come to think of i know the story,
dhen it's worthwhile liao.
cos everybody's at west coast lehs. SIAN!
but thr also very sian i think.
for all i know is, all are sleeping thr. T.T
& i'm disturbing eileen. hahas. she can't sleep anyways.

as i've got the instinction.
bad things had happened.
not one but a few lahrs.
some, i suppose are yet to be known bahrs.
truth will turn out someday anywyas.
eyelids kept twitching on the day of bbq;
which is new year's eve.
i sort of predicted it.
it's always the same lahrs. bad instinctions.
all these premonitions are nvr great.
except for the october season. shag.
good bless everyone lahrs.
one household after another.
will it ever stand as one again? i hope so.
it would. i have confidence also lahrs.
westcoastgang! xD
god bless, things will change in the new year.
the new 2007 year we're looking for. (:

didn't post for the weekends.
kindda busy lahrs.
& finally not at gh alr lohrs.
will still be going lahrs. not so often anymore.
went to judith cousin house on saturday night.
practically we did nth for the night.
cos daddy & mummy fetch me to thr was like alr close to 11.
she needs to sleep early lahrs.
but still i dragged it till 1plus.
she slept, close to 4 dhen i slept.
i just cnt sleep lahrs.
every single bits came thru my mind.
sunday woke up like 8plus.
their family got family gathering every sunday morning lahrs.
same lohrs. but theirs is exercise lahrs.
for her father side dehrs.
& i know quite alot of her cousins also.
so went tgt lahrs.
bukit timah hill! T.T
i almost died. hahaaas.
all so fit. especially one og her uncle.
damn strong. still in army i think.
carried his child up & down sia.
dhen went for lunch.
i ate a lil bit of rice lahrs.
dhen went her house to prepare,
for a celebration at her uncle's new condo;
as well as celebrating ivan's birthday.
one of her cousin lahrs.
last day lehs. so nice.
the condo at tiong bahru. perfect place!
bbq, played & all lahrs.
all her cousins at her father side damn cute lohrs.
not like our here, all teenagers lehrs.
i know all her cousins alr lehs. mostly lahrs.
the condo's like so small! =X
but still a condo lahrs.
11plus went up the roof.
waited for the countdown lohrs.
& watched the fireworks. darn nice.
can see from sentosa wan & marina square lohrs.
damndamndamn NICEEE!
around 12plus, mom called.
she tell me about austin cousin. SORRY!
i wanted to ask you join but not my parents leas.
so nvm lahrs. mom & dad bring him to many places too!
so good right. like their son liddat. hahas.
dhen stayed at judith's house for one more night.
shag. so many pple send me new year greetings!
thanks ohrs. xD sorry nvr send back.
too lazy. hahahs.
reach her hse 2plus plus. SLEPT~
this morning, mom & dad fetch me back lohrs.
we went to boon lay to eat breakfast.
so tired cans.
go home, i slep all the way till 4pm.
forced myself up. if not i'll really die.
now i'm blogging lohrs.
tonight going for celebration with all my relatives.
thou it's late but nvm lahrs.
expensive food okays. nice food also lohrs.
or maybe we aren't going anymore. T.T
fed up lohrs. forget it.
i've got this dream lehs.
i hope it's real yet i don't want it to happen. =.=

tagboard replies;

#YUKIRIE: haven't lehs. dots. i think send wrong lehr lehs how?
or you got put into send to other countries mahrs?
when you online i send you my address again. (:
joanne: miss you alot lehs. xDD
jowytan: LOLS. takecares. new year ahrs.
have fun in your secondary life.
KARYAN: okayokays, RELINKED. misses*

p.s/ nobody's wishing me new year in my blog. =X
shag lahrs.
p.p.s/ don't reprimand me. =Pp
you also nvr give me wishes & gift. bleaps.
p.p.p.s/ i have a strange feeling. something bad has happen.
issit true? tell me the truth cans? it's like so scary.
i'm having bad premonition once again :(
p.p.p.p.s/ happy new year everybody!