Shouldn't have let you go from the start. Only causing myself to be so miserable yet there's no turning back now ): It's all out of control. XOXO

Just came home and ate dinner immediately. Went out early in the morning with daddy. Supposingly going to visit grandaunt, but due to somethings that cropped up last minute and didn't went. She's in intensive-care unit now ): Really she gets well soon. Ate lunch and went home rest awhile.

After that go out meet Olivia, cos' we're going interview together at some unknown places. Interview finish then went WestMall, watched 'Gameplan'. It's really a nice movie! I'll rate it 10/10 xD Touching yet funny. Haaaas. After the movie bused home (:

I'm missing alot people now, seriously. 2E5 and also alot of my sisters. Those that I used to hang out with, chat with. All of them! Everybody! Especially Jeslyn, Vivian, KarYan and Yukirie. I miss alot of you. Sighs.

I've decided to leave it all to fate and destiny already (:

Finally can start playing Audition again :D Sighs. I can't make my own decisions now. Wth! D: Should be staying @ home these few days already. Sians. I still miss alot of people ):

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Yesterday went out in the morning to get my laptop, Double-Trinity! :D I'm lovin' Double-Trinity!! And then went to Grandparents' house awhile. Then Judith cousin came my house to accompany me take things and go Adeline cousin's birthday chalet. Stayed there till around 12mn. Played basketball, UNO stacko; took photos and eat non-stop xD Sucha fun-filled day! Maybe will upload photos tomorrow.

Started 18 禁不禁 DVD today. Quite a nice show (: Think will watch finish very soon again ]]]]: It's such a bore staying @ home whole day! OhMyGod! I don't think it'll be that easy to forget 2E5. Cos' I still can't ):

When I recall back; I remembered the BBQs we've had over these two years. First one was last year, not many people came. But it was still FUN! Second one was June this year, teachers came as well. Not that fun because alot of thing cropped up last minute ): & the very last BBQ cum chalet we'd be having very soon in November :D Am so looking forward to it! xD

Yesterday was the last day already. Really sad from aparting, seriously ): After school, Eileen cousin came over to Batok to meet me. Walked around @ JP and went to her house. Brought Bryan cousin, her brother, to Pioneer Mall and playground. Can't stand him to be super cute at times xD Then went to her house and waited till Daddy came to fetch me home :DD HomeSweetHome~

Went out yesterday to celebrate Eileen cousin's birthday. Treated her @ Soeul Garden for lunch at CWP. Then trained to CCK meet Judith cousin and trained to Batok. Actually wanted to bowl @ CSC. But all the lanes are being used up already and have to wait. No patience, so went to WestMall instead already. Played arcade and walked around with them. Eileen cousin went for tragus piercing and saw Jolyn with Serene :DDDD Trained back to Eileen cousin's house after that.__ Fuck to that BITCH I saw ytd!

Happy Birthday to Eileen & Adeline cousins!

Holidays have started already!!!!!!! :D A little more photos xD

Sighs ): It's all memories and history from now onwards already. & seriously, I will miss alot of you. No matter who you are, for as long as you are part of 2E5'07, you'd be remember forever :D Afterall, it's really a terrific class. The time we've all spent together can never be replaced and all the BBQs are the special moments we've ever had together.

The forty of us ( according to register number ) :
Amanda Loo, Sheila Cheng, Kitty Chong, Ting Hui, Faheema Banu, Fatin Nabilah, Kai Ting, Jolyn Ang, Jia Yi, Eunice Lee, Qian Yu, Jie Ying, Nadhirah Aqilah, Wen Yi, Paula Ng, Nur Fatin, Nur Sabrina, Kousalya, Sherilyn Tang, Yan Shan, Hwee Fen, Choon Hui, Yu Ai, Nicholas Chan, Chen Zi, Mark Hoon, Jaron Wong, Jonathan Lee, Ru Jing, Wai Kit, Seng Wei, Pui Ngai, Afi, Sebastian Yeh, Jordan Tan, Wei Ming, Wei Shan, Cheng Ying.

You'll all be remembered :DDDDDDDD Thanks for making this class a great one just by belonging to it [[[[: You all make up my life full of wonderful memories as well!

To Sixteen; Meant to meet but didn't ): Fate came alone without destiny. The fate was here that I could see you, but destiny didn't came along to put us together. No matter what it is, it's all a fact stated clearly now. Finally to be able to see you, but it just wasn't the right time D:

& now I'll continue believing in 10 years time :DDDDDDDD And also remember sixteen / 16.

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God bless :D

Tomorrow's the last day already ): Sticking together for so long; it's really kindda hard to be apart. A new beginning and an ending for all of us. Good and not good xD Sighs; all that laughter we used to share will be gone once and for all already and only be kept as memories ]]:

One classroom, many students yet one voice :DDDDDD We've gone through lots of things, attaining many things together as one. One great class indeed to me :D Just hope we'll all still stick as one after tomorrow :D

Thanks to my bestest sisters aka bestbestfriends who've brought in all the happiness, sadness, secrets and gossips in together. Although we've gone through lots of ups and downs, our hearts are still together right?

Just one message to all of you:

Jolyn; Thanks for everything and willing to share out :D Just remember you're not alone and there's alot people out here for you so no need to be emo, okays? Hope we'll get into same class together okays? One million loves :D

Eunice; You're not left out or alone okays? Don't always put those negative thought in your head. Grown up and forget those temperamental emotions. Put everything aside and always start afresh! Better start studying hard and we'll study together even when we're in Sec 3 okays? One million loves :D

Yan Shan; Lols. Really not much comment. But hohrs; they sometimes abit over right? Nvm, we'll always forget those and don't care one right? Hahas. BFF always :D One millions loves :D

Choon Hui; Thanks for teaching me and always letting me in Audition uhs! xD You'll surely get into a goooooooooooood class next year. All the best and don't forget me! :D One million loves :D

Nadhirah; I don't see a reason why you could stand those people. But you're really a great goooody friend uhs! Great cook, great friend! Muahahahs! Study hard also okays? One million loves :D

Olivia; Though you're dropping already. But we still close hohrs? xD Always tell me those none of my business things hohrs? Tell me other things luhs! Always say same old thing also sian liao xDDDDDDDDDDD Better buck up and come back express luhs! One million loves :D

There's still alot alot more down the list.
Hwee Koon
Wan Xin
Evelyn
Rowena
Yu Ai
Sebastian
Hui Fen
& etc etc.... :D
Especially those in 2E5'07 :DDDDDD

Super irritated by the fking internet just now. Made me called the operator umpteen times. Change internet plan and ended up all laptops at home cannot use it but faster :D But also means no Audtioning till everything's done up properly D:

Made our selection of classes for next year. Wondered who I'd be with next year ^^ Bought Adeline-cousin's birthday present today (: School is ending so soon already )):
I'm guessing from yr every action now and then.

3 more days left.
So fast and everything will be ending soon. Don't think there'd be any hope for pure sciences class next year already. Forget it. Being opstimitic is better than being pessimistic. I'll start fretting about my results next year again.

Currently everyday in school is only watching movies and playing only. & everyday after school is only slacking. It's all a repeating cycle like that. Lols.

Destiny will come at the right time. When fate is here; you can never escape from it. & probably, it's all just an imagination.

Everything will change from now.
Still very pissed off. But I shan't bother anymore already. Not so petty xD Everything will still change already. Everybody knows this clearly one.

Started watching 爱情魔法师 recently (: Super nice and gonna' watch finish soon already :DDDD Stayed @ home whole day on Sunday watching it and went to CSC to bowl with Jolyn, Eunice, Yan Shan and Nadhirah. Olivia came to join and went home together.

I'll start saving money now to buy Audition prepaid card and manymany things now. Haaaahs!

Remember the number 16 / sixteen always (:

Met up with Eunice, Jolyn and Serene on Friday @ West Mall. Go buy gifts for Nadhirah and cabbed over to her house. First ones to be there, a little bit awkward uhs. Stayed there watching tv, playing, talking and eating like new year xD 4plus going 5 cabbed to West Mall again. Eunice so fast go home then Jolyn and Serene going elsewhere also. So bused home also. Not going out so often recently except after school time already. Must start saving cash now.

16 / Sixteen's the number. Remember?

So damn irritated and fret up since I came home.
Really cannot stand it luhs. Wth. No mood mention everything that happened in school.

Her; I know your mood not good okays. But you need say all these not? I also don't want history to repeat okay. Since you want like that say, then so be it already. Just to let you know I not pity you or what-so-ever okays! For since you wanna' play right? Jolly well play till the end with me luhs hohrs! You think I happy see you liddat or what issit? I happy I also don't wanna' care liao lahrs. Please luhs. You wanna' continue like that issit? I play with you luhs. Not show sympathy or whatever okays. I'm saying serious one lahrs!

Happy Birthday Jolyn! :D

No mood to post previously. Probably tired of blogging already D:

Early morning Saturday woke up around 4plus going 5 to prepare everything. 5plus went out to fetch everybody that's going kelong (kay-long) for a kind of break after exams @ Malaysia. Sat in car all the way until 9plus we reached the jetty and waited for the boat. Board the boat and went to our kelong. Starting not quite used to the environment cos' it's in the middle of the seas and suits those who love fishing most but gradually got quite used and it's pretty fun cos' there's alot of us :D Went to the nearby beach as well. & of cos' water is so much clearer :D Slept in bunks ]: Learnt fishing on Sunday also :DDDDDDD Fished quite alot of fishes myself. Very happy with my results of learning fishing :D Lunch time took boat back and started the car ride again D; Went shopping and bought really lots of things :DDDD Ate like super much also luhs! Then continued journey to go back Singapore and back to grandparent's house awhile.

Monday no school and stayed @ home whole day watching 黑糖玛奇朵 disc. Mitsubishi people also come fixed the new air-con up. Lucky got brother and his girlfriend at home to help me see them. If not I also can't watch so many disc liao. 8plus stopped watching awhile and helped bro's gf clean the whole house until sister come home take over xD

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Today's Jolyn's birdday xD Celebrated and wished her and advertised for her and all :D Gotten back all results today. Marks is so average and more or less same as Jolyn's also. Think we'd be going same class next year bahrs :D After school Jolyn accompanied me home to take phone and all while Eunice and Yan Shan go buy the cake for her as planned. Totally forgot about it when meeting them, still ask Jolyn buy subway food give them. End up we ate so much luhs. Haaaahs. Shared money here and there for everything. Hang out at 30 storey there to cut cake all those among we four. Alot strangers pass by also wished Jolyn lehs! Lols. Took videos and photos of our stupid acts also. See already confirm laugh one. Hahas. 4plus going 5, secretly make one card for Jolyn with Eunice :D Then Jolyn accompanied me wait bus while the rest went home already. & then packed food for Dad before his work :D One person @ home again. Maid's going come back already. Wth! Sure die seeing her everyday one. Sians.

Wth. My instinction really hit the spot. Almost all result taken back and it's like done so badly. And I know for sure I'm unable to go to the class I wish for. Confirm go into one lousy class one; this one confirm already. Shag lohrs. Alot people teared in class like that, sighs. So saddening luhs. But a little like taking O'levels result like that xD Cos' alot teared continuously one. Somemore like all sitting around me make me so scared. Anyways people; at least we've all tried our best :D Don't grieve over it already :D

End school went Macdonalds eat with Yan Shan and bus-ed home already. Something funny happened on the bus; jitao is xiasuey + paiseh lohrs. Nvm, over liao, over liao.

I don't wanna' return to school already. Results like that already; go school like pointless also.

Don't know today what unlucky day also. I unlucky or they unlucky. End up everybody lucky also luhs xD Don't know talking what also; now no link, later then got link liao. Haaahs.

Had Art Paper today; official last paper already. & tomorrow is checking of scripts already. So fast. I'm not excited to see my results b'cos I know I did rather badly this time round. CA scores ain't good also. Hais. It's all the soooooooooo average one. But that's really my standard also ]:

After school went KFC to eat with Yan Shan and Eunice. After that sent Eunice home and went up station to wait cousin, Eileen, come @ platform. Lucky Yan Shan didn't miss that train or she'll kill me. Lols. Went Jurong Enter see Eileen eat and went walking around till Olivia and Hwee Koon came to meet me. Sent Eileen up to station and walked with them around JEC area to look for jobs. End up there like don't have and so met up with Hui Fen and her boyfriend. Initially wanted to take shuttle bus to IMM; end up wait so long, so took cab over. Walked around together and look for jobs. Searching there was definitely better. Went Long John eat and took 188 home together except that Hwee Koon took shuttle bus back. Alighted and intended to buy food for sister but no money. Haaahs. Nobody's gonna' be home till 12 D;
Life's getting really really bored after exams. Life's looking so aimless now already.

I dread going to school tomorrow. Seriously.

Finally can consider all examinations ended already. Only left with tomorrow's Art Paper, that don't requires any studying :D Finally felt so relieved [: Studied till crazy yesterday for today's Science Paper, end up like not as tough as all of us thought it would be. & studied alot useless things xD Lucky I didn't really study alot like an idoit. But yesterday still managed to take time and play o2 Jam and Audition. Lols.

After school went Macdonalds with Yan Shan and Jolyn again. Ate and shopped around @ West Mall doing nothing. Keep seeing Jolyn's boyfriendssssssssss xP After that went 30-storey and sat awhile, while waiting for cousin, Eileen, to come and accompanied her eat. Jolyn and Yan Shan also accompanied me to accompany her eat. Haaaahs. A little embarrassing though. Then they went station wait for me while I walk around with Eileen @ West Mall first. Bought disc and food for sister and then sent Eileen to interchange cos' need show her which bus to take to Yi Han's house. Then go back station and meet them. Damn stupid luhs. I go there then Yan Shan leave, feel like beating them luhs! Haahaas. Sit there talktalktalk awhile then Jolyn came over my house to pass my sister things and bring PSP and NDS give Jolyn play. Whole time sit @ void deck play non-stop xD Olivia join in also but didn't play. 4 plus accompanied Olivia wait bus then bus-ed to interchange with Jolyn. Bought things from popular for Mommy also and waited Jolyn's sister as well as my bus to come. Go home awhile to wait for sister to prepare then went CC there find Enen end school :D Superb cute luhs she :DDDDDD Go there see her school liddat only then went home already. Talked to Eileen on the way, alot things luhs. Exams over means nothing more to study, also means the class is gonna' part soon already ): Like no chalet or bbq for end year also. So shag uhs. After getting so used being in this class end up still gotta' part D:

Though the happiest person may not have any problems. But the one that also looks so happy, is the one with the most problems actually.

Went WestMall to study @ Coffeebean with cousin on Sunday. We really got study okays. After that Mommy came and went Sakae to eat with her :DDD After that Daddy fetched me home and they went elsewhere. Studied all the way at home [[[:

Had English Paper Two and Maths Paper One yesterday. Confirm alot wrong in maths paper one. Went Coffeebean study with Jolyn, Eunice and Yan Shan after the papers. Had Maths Paper Two and Home Econs paper today. Didn't really study for home econs only kept doing maths. But I forgot everything during the paper; wth! I don't think I'll get good grades this time round. Don't even have the mood to study lohrs. Tomorrow is Science paper already. Sure die. Haven't even started revising. Hais~
I finally realised; I'm really not up to it. Seriously.

Went out with Eunice awhile yesterday then go home liao. Then stay at home whole day study liao. Study till like ki siao liddat. But is really really study lohrs. Played Audition with Eunice also; is fun luhs not boring, Eunice :D

Later maybe going WestMall to study or maybe elsewhere with cousin :D Now start everyday study liao cos' really wanna' go good good class (:

To Jolyn: Don't go think liao hohrs? Study more important right? (: At least everything improved for the better.
To Eunice: Heck care those retards liao. At least she say sorry right? So bth. Better focus on Maths already luhs! (:

Really super stressed out last night till can really go kill people like that. No idea why also. Maybe is all of a sudden so many things happened within a day. Now I believe anything can happen in a day. Totally no mood do anything @ night until I fell asleep (:

Went to school kind of later than usual today. Just kept lazying about at home and dragging to go out [x The same old thing that happens in school repeats daily. Continued watching ' Freedom Writers' today, really very nice. Had free lessons today again. Like confirm everyday will have one lohrs. Don't know why teachers kept skipping school now xD

After school stayed back with Yan Shan awhile. Took additional Maths revision papers from Ms Low and supposingly should be taking revision papers from Ms Toh also; but she's got no time already. But she promised to give me some other day :D Took about six sets of revision papers from Ms Low. Came home and did five sets already. But still left with five paper one revision sets, cos' previously she gave us also already. So many revision papers luhs. Counted all and for Maths, there's about twenty revision paper. Wth~ But I'll really try hard to finish everything by tomorrow. Gonna' start striving already :D Have to start studying Science and Home Econamics also. I prefer they drag the papers longer for more time for revision xDD Love or lust? You chose lust. I looked back @ everything. Whatever she mentioned; I experienced before and even others more xP

Top peak day.

Everybody's like on fire today. All need to relax :D And said that for so many times already xD Finally decided to start studying today already. Manage to learn something at least. But I really hate the form teacher of our class.

Nothing much in school in fact. Everyday's the same. Watched movie and all that. I like the show that Ms Parvathi show [: After school had CWO; whole class do together. First one finish with Yan Shan somemore. Then sat outside general office wait for time to be up. & then Sebastian & co. throw their rubbish beside me. Lucky is Faheema & co. throw away. Then waited for everybody to be back; somemore wait for Mrs Tan also. 2 plus going 3, went Macdonalds to eat and went West Mall take book for cousin, also walk around. Yan Shan bought me my necklace! Thanks! :DDDDDDDDDDD After that sent her to station and went 30 storey with Jolyn to talktalktalk. Cabbed home with her @ 5.

Kept rushing for IPW things since the minute I reached home until now still not done. But almost done :D Finally. Going to call Eunice now (:

I'll start to really study hard! But I doubt so.Confirm there something and I know it yet I can't say it. Wth~

Bad headache days are coming.

Days are getting really bored recently. Don't know issit affection from Jolyn or what. But it's really getting bored; no matter @ where. It seems like the mood of life has gone already. It's like everything's starting once more. It all started with a small thing and always end up spoiling mood. Really sucks. Can't say out anything plus can't do anything about it. Like wtf~

Lessons everyday is very normal. Ms Parvathi admitted our class was the best :D Honestly; it quite true. But through this 8 years of schooling, almost all the classes that I've been are the same :D Yet the year's ending soon. Don't know if it's good or bad either. Hais.

She suggested that I should say to her and say to him. But I don't want. I don't wanna' cause any dispute. Also she mentioned to isolate her; but it's like so hard. Really don't know what to do anymore. Everything's heard and yet I cannot do anything. I don't wanna' say is cause I know what will happen for sure. It's already so jialat for not saying out; might as well don't say. I don't wanna' make things worse any longer. - Also stop asking me cans? I'm already so tired having the need of solving so many things around; I don't know what to do if this is going to continue on and on. Such a headache. But one thing for sure I know is that: I won't tell her at all. It's the promise I made. The pain and troubles that nobody would know at all [:

So many problems today; one, two, three, four. Sighs. Bad.

It seems like exam period not like exam period to us. More like free time. Everyday also no lessons liddat. Alot teachers also liddat say. Haaahs. Not watch movie then is do own thing one lohrs. Everyday like that really can die of boredom luhs. Don't know what school is this. Watched Secret today for the third time already. Still so nice :D Only PE and Maths lessons today, others is like nothing.

After school had Science remedial; ended very early cos' Ms Toh need to rush. & then went to West Mall awhile; and go Macdonalds eat. After that Serence and Jolyn accompanied me wait bus [; She's back.
该忘了你对不对? 但其实我不想忘记你.
When I yearn for it, it doesn't come.
When I don't care @ all, it all comes back.
I know you know. That was one that makes me think. You sure know. One second is more than enough in fact. I know what to do.

Exams nearing already. So fast. Wondering how come there's a need for exams uhs? Daily work is enough already lohrs. Like that only waste everybody's time xD

Saturday went Jurong Enter with Eileen; study and slack. Lmaos. Bought Jay's Secret Album already :D 5 plus going 6 went home put things and went to Aunt's house again. Went there eat steamboat and play. Actually is Mummy's cousin luhs. Played with all the little kids; so cute luhs the Marco like Baobei Enen liddat xD Then give them play o2 Jam with Jolyn. Haaahs. & they kept complaining 'bout her being biase and all. Haaaaahs. Pity her lahrs. Pity me also xD Need accompany her talk and talk; somemore give one stupid boy say. Damn irritated that time also cos' Marco kept running about xDDDD Then actually wanted to find Wan Xin but end up didn't. Cos' some people cause my phone to be low batt. Instead accompany Jolyn and Olivia talk the whole time. 12 plus went home with parents (: Damn tired after looking after those little monsters and kept being forced to drink wine by Aunt.

Went out with family on Sunday. Go make my stuff and all the whole day. Like so busy liddat; keep rushing around. End up go home 6 plus only. Ordered Macdonalds for dinner but didn't ate much. Slept super early! Lack of sleep recently already ]:

I feel like killing Jolyn! >.<