Darn pissed off!

Had English paper 1 and Geography paper ytd.
Think I can pass for geography, but not english ):
I think I wrote like nothing ):):):

Went WestMall with YanShan and Eunice after examination.
And for the first time in history; I realise I've been so down on luck!
Met Jolyn and Sherilyn at WestMall.
Slacked awhile and Sherilyn went home already.
So we went Macdonalds' to eat lohrs.
For since everwhere's full of people. Lols.
Chat and talk alot alot alot of rubbish. Hahas.
Eunice left after eating, so we went library.
Crapped alot of thing then went home with Mark.

Prepared then went out to Jurong to meet cousins.
Went Clementi to eat with them and walked around.
Wanted to go Kbox, but cousins couldn't go so left.
They went don't know where, and I headed to VivoCity.
And met Olivia at Westmall; made me waited so darn long cans!
Stupid WanXin keep cursing me that Olivia's going to dua me.
Asshole lahrs. Hahas. Saw many Bukit View people there.
Ate at Koufu then went arcade play awhile.
Nothing to do there so we bus to 5head lohrs.

I repaid Olivia alot alot already :D
Lols. She should be veryvery happy now. Hahas.
Went up manymany block just to see -
Helped Olivia see if he's there; and I think he's there.
Lols. So sat at voideck and it's like so many people ...
Lmaos. Then walked past basketball court. Hahas.
Darn funny lahrs. Olivia walked so damn fast.
Went up another block again. Lmaos.
Then wanted to walk to my house there.
But then it's too far already, so end up take bus.
Alot people keep calling my phone but cannot call through.
Hahas. Darn funny. Accompanied Olivia wait 188.
Her parents called, my parents call.
Everybody's looking for us like hell. Lmaos.
Her phone spoil and my phone no network plus low batt.

Lmaos. I thought alot of things.
And it's now then I've realise it's been 9 months.
9 months of all that memories ):
It's probably the reason why I couldn't understand :D
And the reason that makes me go into much deeper thinking ):
Kill me, kill me. I don't wanna' think ):):):

I didn't post yesteday because I didn't had the mood.
I didn't had the mood because something happened.
Something happened because I don't know why too.
Lols. Overall; it's probably just my hallucination :D

Wednesday, 25 April 2006;

Olivia's 猪年 (Pig year)'s Birthday :D
A million happy birthdays' :DDDDDDDDD

Didn't celebrate with her ):
Didn't get her anything either ):
I'm so useless lahrs uhs. Can't do anything well ):

I don't quite remember what happened.
Everybody's like to emo~ in class cans ):
Probably's because mid year papers are reaching soon.
Had geography remedial after school ):
It's the reason why I couldn't celebrate Olivia's birthday ):
But I promise; 我会补偿你的 :D:D:D:D

Remained in school after geography remedial with YanShan and Jolyn.
Crapped super uber lots of rubbish together :D
It's been such a super long time since we talk for long hours xD
We practically spent more than 3hours crapping non-stop :D
Went bus-stop and continue gibberishing until it rained.
Darn funny cans. YanShan bathed in the rain with the presence of wind :D
Many teachers were there also; kept disturbing them. Lols.
And the bus took freaking long to come lohrs!
End up we cabbed to WestMall ourselves, bus-stop no space =X

Walked round and round and round at WestMall.
They bought their magazine and finished all their money =X
Then bused home around 5plus :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Thursday, 26 April 2007;

Ms Candice's Tan Birthday :D

Nothing much happened.
It rained so darn heavily and daddy came home to fetch me.
It didn't made a difference if he hadn't fetch either.
The rain wasn't that heavy when he came =.=

Reached school pretty early, many hadn't come.
Cleared corrections and did nothing ):
I don't have such tip-top mood these day ):
I don't know what happened practically.

Only that we had Maths Mock Test after school.
Managed to finished all the questions :DDDDDDD
Went WestMall with Eunice, Jolyn and YanShan.
They bought their magazines again.
And I swear Eunice is superb not on luck xD
I shan't disclose why; in case I'll die in a bad way =X
Went library to study, but we laughed non-stop.
Nothing went in except the stupid jokes. Lols.
Cranked around and went home to study.

Studied till I wanna' explode already lahrs.
And finally I've manage to cover all the chapters :D
I'm so pleased with myself and my family.
They shut their mouths up finally to let me study in peace.
Or else I'll be blasting out into each and every ear :D

I've counted everything out already.
It's all resolved now :DDDDDDDDDDDD
And I realise; some people are just born to be unlucky xD
03; 13; 23 - Unluckiest numbers :D
134 - A pretty close number (resolve yourself)
And now all these made me felt so much worse ):
I knew and I saw everything with uncertainty.

Thanks to shit people gang for everything :D

Sort of sick today, probably due to the rain ytd ):
Called mummy to pick me up from school before she goes for work;
but then she said she wasn't on the way to pass by this stupid school.
So forget it lohrs. Stayed in school throughout.
Feeling so much better with so many secret talkings :D:D:D
I don't know what's wrong, but probably it's just liddat xD

Fuck that Ms Ly-ann. Go and die lahrs.
Act one fantastic teacher when in front of Mr Syamsul.
And when he left; she changed like hell cans. Sucker ):
I feel so much like reporting her to Mrs Tan; such an incorrigible teacher.
Wondering why NIE would produce such a fucking teacher.

Ms E. Tan not in school again ):
And this relief teacher came in giving us parental talk =.=
Ms C. Tan seems veryvery fed up with our class;
until she scolds that word out, but softly for people in front only.
Had New South Wales Science paper after school.
Played around in class and went for the paper together.
Jordan bastard stepped on my table! Ass him, go hell monster :D
Played madly around, lmaos :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Science paper was very long, almost all of us fell asleep.
Long paper; see also get so sleepy already ):

Went WestMall with Olivia after the paper.
Slacked and then bus home :D:D:D
I wna die I wna die I wna die! ):

I've realise it all. Thanks for telling.
I've got so many readers xDDDDDDD
And it's probably now I know I shouldn't think so much.
It pointless besides it's nobody's business.
I'll not fucking hate all these but appreciate well.
I'll not fucking put all these into my mind.
I'll probably think back bit by bit and forget all gradually.
It'll make it a perfect ending for all :D:D:D:D
Nothing's going to tear apart anymore.

I'm having stomachache everyday due to laughing :D
I've been laughing all day non-stop like in the past.
But for now; it's a different matter already ):
It's no longer what I laughed about like in the past.
I'll smile on for the sake of pretending;
there's nothing really left for those real laughter anymore.
I don't know how I've manage/overcome (:
But I know I'll succeed someday either :D:D:D:D
It's just no longer the same like the past already ):

I fucking hate Ms Ly-ann, shit-lady (:
She suck for a million time; fuck her and go die!

There's no electricity for this budget school again.
Assembly with a letter from Kimberly ( 1N1'2006 )
What a lame letter we've gotten from her, stupid comments xP
Ms E. Tan didn't come for the millionth time, always the same.
Literature sucks big time, Ms Ly-ann sucks a million.
Ms A. Toh's super fed up with us for not doing her assignments xD
Lectures and tons of lectures from her; it's never ending :D
But it just seems like nobody hell go bothers anyways.

Ate for recess and saw tht drooling monster.
I'm so disgusted by the drooling monster freak xD
Maths was probably the best I could say.
Now I'll agree with my family, maths surely is fun (:
Had mother tongue and I simply fell asleep.
Everything went through my mind, and I didn't want to continue thinking.
The only way to stop all that was to sleep only ):

Had V.E. filled with millions of jokes :D
Laughed till stomachache + tear :DDDDDDDDDDD
All thanks to YanShan and WaiKit. Lmaos.
The two of them kept quarrelling about shit.
Made me and QianYu laughed the hell out of us. Hahas.

Went to eat after school and went back for remedial.
Supposingly having remedial but had it cancelled last minute ):
Our geography is bound to fail wan lahrs ):):):
Went library since there isn't any remedials.
And it just rain like hell cans. Stupid weather ):
It just sucks even more; totally drenched :D

Just auditioned with my sisters :D
All very funny lahrs. I wna play more :D

I know I could no longer scold you.
Everything has changed for it's all faling apart.
Take it or leave it; I wouldn't bother any longer.
For since you've thought you've been capable all along,
and that I wouldn't be a help at all for you won't return :D
And now I wouldn't fuckingly meddle either xD
They said you would, she said you would, I said you wouldn't.
I'll continue with all that pretendance going on like nobody's business/.

For the sake of Eunice, I'll update.
So honourable uhs :D I'll kill her someday xD

April 20, 2007; Friday

Bukit View ss 21st Anniversary cum speech day :D
Went to school in the morning.
Intended to pon cos' it's only for 2hrs of lesson.
But didn't; still went cos' of Eunice.
Played quite alot in class and it's very paiseh ):
Especially during Ms Ly-ann's class. Lmaos.
Whatever; fuck* her cans. Hate her so damn much!

Went kfc after school instead of Sakae ):
Planned for a week and in the end; it's a waste.
Saw Yu Ai and Sheila there, and crapped alot.
Lols. Hahas and yes I totall agreee :DDDDD
Went home to rest after that (:
Very tired due to 2.4 run on Thurday ):
Played audition with QianYu and Jolyn.
And yes I suck alot lahrs ):):):):):
Went to meet Eunice earlier cos' of Jolyn.
She's alone so asked us to go early.
Intended to meet at 213 but we saw each other at school gate.
So crapped and then went in together lohrs.
Keep loitering around with Eunice until 4pm :D

Went hall for the preparation and waited till 5plus to start.
Had all that boring speech lahrs for so long cans.
Some's rather nice and interesting though :)
So don't really regret going for the day :DDDDDDDDD
Everything ended at 8plus and waited for Jolyn till 9pm.
And went kfc with Eunice for dinner =.=
So we waited for Jolyn for no reason at all ):
Eunice accompanied me wait for daddy :D
Thanks girl; and she went home so did I (:

I'll be going cousin's house later (:
So will be updating late again and again :D

P.S/ My posts are getting shorter every other day ):
P.P.S/ Nobody's tagging anymore already ):
P.P.P.S/ Everybody has forgotten me already, perhaps ):

10:50pm

Okays; I'm posting once more ):
And stupid idoit Eunice fool! xDD

At my cousin's house now :DDDDD
Met up with her at Jurong then mrt-ed to Jurong Point.
Ate and walked around lohrs :DDDDDD
Crapped alot and 9plus went to her house.
I'm going to do my homework already ):

I'll go crazy someday already.
I know I will; definitely and for sure ):
):):):):):):):

I feel like blabbering it all out.
Yet I know I can't; it's torturous ):
I wished I really could. Sighs.

It seems like nothing's going right already.
Everything's falling apart these days.
Every little thing could lead to a big quarrel.
Every little sadness affects one another.
April just isn't a good month for everybody, I think.
Everybody seems to have temperamental moods ):
I'll be going bonkers someday; it just suck!
Enough of all that pretendence; very fake ):

Had 2.4 run today; the real test =.=
I ran all the way; trying hard not to stop.
And for the very first time; I ran continuously :D
I'm so happy with my timing too =X 13:45!
Lols. Very big improvement :DDDDD
Had Science test after the ran; everybody's tired.
Thanks to Kousalya for testing me and helping me.
If not I'd probably got it all wrong already.

After school wanted to pon remedial.
But still attended it but half hour later xD
Went WestMall with Eunice and YanShan.
Purposely go back late for remedial as we've planned.
Doesn't even seem like remedial at all lohrs.
Practically less thn half a class attended =.=
Just need to do one worksheet and can leave already.
What kind of remedial is this sia; =.=''

Went WestMall to find HweeKoon and Olivia after remedial.
Then went Jurong Point with HweeKoon to get her present.
Wanted to go Eileen house; but daddy had dinner ):
So bus back home all the way with the company on Eileen :D
Thanks alot alot alot girl xD We've been on the phone nearly 2hours!

Reached home and I wanted to sleep yet I can't ):
Played audition for an hour or so; made me so irritated!
I'm getting so fed up playing audition already; can die!
But I still like playing it. Muahahas :DDDDDDDDD
Somebody buy me manymany a-cash prepaid please xD

You suck! Go and die! =P
I don't know how to say it either.
I've already tried my best; it still turn out liddat ):
I couldn't help but stood still without help.
I don't want any other misunderstanding to happen.
It is why I don't wish to say out at all.
I don't want to seem as though it all seemed like a lie.
I don't want to let you feel this way; it's the reason.
All I hope was you'd understand someday;
if you ever finds out the truth of every single thing.
All I could say now was sorry only, but nothing else.

Uhhs. It's a bad day, a very bad day ):
That string of words; I'll remember :D

Meet Eunice in the morning today.
I thought she went missing or something cans.
Cos' she didn't had her phone with her;
and I don't know how else to contact her =.=
Saw her at Macdonalds'; lucky uhs xD
Gave Rowena her present; hope she likes :D
Ate and talked and do homework (:
Mr Chan scolded me stupid for eating Macdonald ):
Rowena Ng! Better scold him for me :DDDDDDDDD
Walked to school with Eunice and many things happened.
Very funny cans; laughed all the way.

Went to school, very empty.
So walked around the school lohrs. So boring.
Normal lessons and all; nothing special.
I cannot be bothered for anything anymore ):

Went Westmall after school.
And left for Jurong Point with HweeKoon.
Sent Olivia to Gombak station and left.
Went there to buy MingKwang's present with her.
End up we seemed like going there for lunch only.
And then bused to Pioneer Mall to meet Eileen.
Very long never see my girl already lahrs xDDD
Slacked at staircase, doodleeeeeees =X
She lied to her mom xD So we had to go back to Macdonalds' ):
Chat alot and went her house awhile to wait for daddy.
Awhile and he came already ): So fast.
Nvm. I'll be going over next week again! :DDD

Everything's falling apart ):
Nothing seems to be right any longer.
What's going wrong; I just couldn't understand.
Perhaps everything's just not right ):
What's forced out to be happened; is already done.
No point clinging on either, girl :D

Bloody hell! In the end still require help from me.
Be it; directly or indirectly. Still from me.
Go and die lahrs! Since you claim you're so capable.
Eversince the day began; I've already had my mind set.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Lalalas~ I'll keep it a secret =X
Thank you everybody; I love you everybody (:

Mysterious; it's such a weird day. Lols.
I kept seeing people I'm not expecting to see.
First; saw many bukit view on bus.
then saw Olivia. Lols. I know I know xD
Then saw Rowena and co. ;and YanShan and Serene.
Walked in and sent Serene to class; I'm so kind :D
Saw Nadhirah in Serene's class, talked awhile ):
Then walked a big round to locker and saw Jolyn.
Walked up together and saw Kaiting. Lmaos.
And continue walking and saw Eunice. Hahas.
Hilarious uhs. Walked up together and Sebastian asked weird questions.
Funny cans. Made me laughed non-stop through the day.

Went for assembly, made me laughed even more.
Back to class; I took KaiTing's joke book and laughed moree.
Lols. All along kept laughing non-stop :DDDDDD
Call me crazy or whatever; I won't bother anymore!

I'm very sleepy throughout the day ):
Recess very funny only lahrs. Laughed non-stop.
All I can say is that I'm laughing non-stop the entire day.

Went to hall for the student audience rehearsal.
Very funny and people around very sacarstically laughing.
Took a long time to rehearse everything; a run through.
Then went kfc with Eunice, ate and Olivia and HweeKoon came.
Then went home already! I wanna' sleep more ):

Whatever! Probably I should have listened (:
Now I know :D I will and I will xDD
Thanks for everything still (: Lalalas~
You said it wouldn't but I said it would.
Whatever! I don't bother anymore already either.
I know clearly for everything I know already (:

I wish I could with all my heart.
But now I know it's never possible.

It's nothing much today like every other day.
Nothing's interesting ever since the fightings :D
There's some rumours today. Lmaos.
It's seems like our class can get so famous by such rumours.
Two particular rumours today, lols.
And it's like two particular class keep coming over.
Hahas. I'm very sure the victims are embarrass (:

Had assembly again, it's very stuffy.
But very funny always; we crank alot.
Went back class after assembly.
And hell; I thought it's raining! ):
Cos' WaiKit poured water onto me =.=
Shocked and ended up playing water.
Fortunately, it rained so it didn't seemed obvious I've played water.

Went WestMall with Eunice, Olivia and YanShan.
Ate and walked around and around.
Then took 945; wanted to go 5head.
To look for that girl's boyfriend =XXX
But I don't understand what happened to them afterall.
So just bused home all the way lohrs :(:(

I wanted a turnback badly; she said it's possible.
But I took time to realise; it wouldn't ):
I knew she'd been lying all along already.
But still I didn't blame her; instead thanking her.
She's been here all these while, encouraging me.
I chose to believe her even though I knew it wouldn't happen.
Until now; I've admitted already.
It's really not gonna' happen anymore.
No matter how hard I wished nor prayed.
你是我最深爱的男人 :D
Thank you for lying all this while, if I ain't wrong.
She's made everything a point for me to believe you.
But I dare not too ): I'm looking for the worst instead.

I don't feel like posting,
and I really just don't feel like posting.
Yet, some people keep bugging me.
Lols. And to entertain them, I'll post (:
I didn't post ytd was because:
partly I'm lazy and another was I'm so tired ):

Thursday, 12 April 2007;
One bad news only.
I forgot everything that happened on Thursday ):

Friday, 13 April 2007;
-- Black Friday ):
It's absolute a very black friday ):
Alot people sick, fell ill.
It's what I meant; this week isn't great.
Especially on black friday! It's worst! x)
The start of the day already signifies, it's bad.
):):):):):

On the way to school; I sawed the worst scene ):
Nvm. I won't mention. I don't bother either.
Reach school, class seems so empty.
Reason being many people's sick ):
Every lesson is as usual. Nothing's special.
Probably English and Geography was best.
Did composition for English, Jealousy.
One of the best topic that feels my mind.
Alot of things to write, and I think I'm out of point also ):
Nvm. At least I've got a good story to read from Lee Wai Kit (:
It's really great entertainment from him (:(:

Geography was also veryvery fun.
Due to the boredness in class.
I started giving lame jokes to Wai Kit. Lols.
And the way he answers every question is very lame.
Lmao. Made YanShan, Qian Yu and me laugh till crazy.
Worst was my stomache muscle wasn't good due to napha.
Then he made me laugh so much that it became worst.
Well, nevermind. At least we had fun (:(:
Then Ms C. Tan also played along with us. Lmaos.
We managed to joke and finish a chapter. Hahas.
I doubt anybody absorbs anything but jokes (:

School ended, then went Westmall;
with YanShan, Jolyn, Serene and QianYu.
It's raining so heavily lahrs ):
Ate kfs again and went library :DDDDDD
Olivia and HweeKoon joined in.
Talk alot funny things, I'm gonna die soon (:
Aparted then slacked with Olivia and HweeKoon.

Bused to 5 head to find somebody.
Ended up we drop at 3 head and walked to 503 =.=
It's like 200 blocks away lehs ):
Walkathon liddat lohrs. Went there, did nothing.
Cos' she doesn't even want to see his backview.
Forget it cans, just a waste of time only.
Then accompanied HweeKoon to interchange.
And walked back to my house with Olivia =.=
So it's like from 3head to 5head to 4head and back to 3head again.
We're just walking one big round. Dumb cans.
Nvm. It just kills all my energy already ):

Saturday, 14 April 2007;
Auditioning the entire day (:(:(:

If I don't reply you in msn or sms;
it's probably because I'm tired already.
Just don't continue bugging me ):):):
Sorry. Will contact when I'm not so tired xD

Didn't went anywhere but just home ):
I wanna' cry already. If I'm gonna' rot like this everyday.
This week's exceptional, I'm terribly broke xDDD
All I can do is audition, study and read at home ):
Television is boring these days ):
Audition will be a bore someday ):
Studying is so tiring ):
Reading and reading (: Harry Potter! :DDD

I'm very tired ahs!
I'd love to scream into those ears of yours!
You idoit dumb foooooooooool x)))))))
I'm like an idoit smiling all day already :D
Upon thinking so many things; you can call me an idoit.
An idoit for smiling at myself,
and idoit for thinking. Lmaos.
I'm already an idoit spouting all these =X
I'm happy not because of what happen;
but because it involves with you, me, him, her, them and everybody.
And also probably, partially what happened =X

Shucks! The smell's purging up my throat.
The taste is in my mouth already.
I know clearly it's that that smell again.
And I don't know how I got that; it just sucks!
First it's that door bell and now this ):
Something bad is going to happen, something terrible.
I know very well, I'm never wrong.
And this time it's bound to be very very serious.
If not I wouldn't have been so sensative all this while.
It's just this bad. I know clearly; you'd never understand ):

Didn't felt like going school, just had no mood.
But still; I went. I didn't want to skip school anymore.
For since I'm determined to study already.
I don't want to affect my studies anymore.
I don't want my mood to kill myself.
I want my dream to come true,
and I'll persevere till the end.
I ain't giving up anymore, I'll try.

Trust myself still being able to be one of the earliest.
For when I reached school at 8am already.
Alot still haven't come, considering myself very early.
I can practically walk around the school,
before everybody come for school lohrs.
The time everybody comes, is when the bell rings.
And there's absentees everyday for this week already.
Everybody's getting weaker, alot of us.
Mentally and physically; both are the causes.

I don't know how to say.
I don't know what to say.
Everybody just said it wouldn't happen.
I don't wanna' believe, I'm too afraid.
I'd rather have myself prepared for the worst.
I don't wanna' die the last minute.
All I hope for was a miracle to happen now.
I don't want all that to go down the drain.
It's not easy, if you're in my position.
They came up with alot of reasons.
Still, I chose not to believe any of them.
Thanks everybody still. I'm sorry also.

Had every single lessons peacefully.
Homeroom, IPW, Science and Recess.
Everything went on smoothly.
Probably until Mother Tongue;
everybody became alive once more.
Cos' Mrs S. Peh is talking so fast,
until none could catch up. Nvm.
I suppose all of us gave up too.
Maths was the best, it's all I can say.
Probably it's cause I understand fnally (:
Finally, I can do all of it so easily already.
I wanna' work hard, I don't wanna' be lazy anymore.
Cos' I know all that hard work will be paid off someday.

School ended early, cos' we had early dismissal.
Went locker and went kfc for lunch.
I'm very broke now already ):
I need more money! I spent $10 everyday now ):
Went library and popular after eating.
Eunice is having her temperamental moods again.
It really sucks. It's very hard to communicate y'know.
Study time was absolutely perfect, she's back (:
Spent time studying and working non-stop.
If this continues everyday, I'm sure we'll get good grades.
Jolyn and Serene joined us, and got us in trouble.
Lmaos. They caused the librarian to chase us out x(
Checked handphone price and went home already.

I wanna' change handphone again!
I'm getting bored of this phone now!
But the price seems so little currently ):
Had alot of thoughts on the way home.

Now I know how much you hate me already.
Now I know how much you felt already.
Now I know what when wrong already.
Now I know everything's pointless already.
Now I know it's no point explaining either.
Now I know everything has gone deep already.
Now I know you'd hate me forever already.
Now I know you'll never believe me already.
Now I know we ain't friends anymore.
Now I know my premonition was so true.
Now I know everything.
Now that I know everything, I'll leave.
Now that I know, I know you'll make my life miserable.
Now that I know, since we ain't friends; you might kill me.
Now we are for sure not friends anymore.
(:(:(:(:(:(: I'll pretend on like this.

I don't know why.
I don't know what went wrong.
I won't mourn forever ):):):):):):

Don't ask what's happening.
Don't ask what's wrong.
I'm very tired already, seriously.

Nothing much today.
Everybody seem to keep asking; what's wrong with me.
Well, to be precise; I just ain't myself ):
Perhaps; it's what happened recently? Not sure.
I don't know either ):
Something's just wrong, yet I don't know what.

Anyways, today's lesson was such a bore.
I sure it's the first ever time I felt so sleepy lahrs.
Probably it's because of what happened last night.
My phone just kept ringing non stop,
and the door bell ringsringsrings. Lols.
Somemore it's like nearing 1am already also ):
Cause me unable to sleep well lahrs!
Romeo and Khung Mun came over again,
then I very lazy go open the door;
somemore everybody not at home liddat.
Then didn't bother already lohrs. Hahas.
Sorry ahrs! In the end still open door lahrs.
Cause they kept pressing the bell non stop.
Didn't let them ton, just gave them handphone only.
And keep replying message till I fell asleep.
I'm really really so exhausted already x(

Something very shocking happened today.
Ms C. Tan almost fainted in class.
Everybody's like so shock lohrs, thought she's joking.
Her whole face turn pale, scared us.
Then she went home, cos she got high fever ):
Get well soon, Ms C. Tan! (:(:(:(:

I don't want to mention what happen already.
Very tired. I wanna' forget everything! (:
Sorry sisters. Bear with me a little more please :D

What I've predicted previously came true.
You've asked once, and now you're the one x(
):):):):
Everything has changed already lahrs.
I won't meddle anymore already too.
Besides I'm giving up too, cause I find it pointless now.
I just hope the past would cover up everything (:

Thought I'd be late for school today ):
But lucky I wasn't, instead I'm early!
Early morning saw Peggy, Khung Mun and Romeo.
They ton at my house and I didn't even know.
Lmaos. Nvm. Sadly this time baobei nvr follow ):
Prepare thn rushed out already. Lols.
Cause Khung Mun haven't sleep,
thens like so paiseh wan lahrs. Hahas.
So I rushed myself. Lmaos.

Go school rather early.
Somemore no electricity =.=
So budget right, lousy school lohrs.
Somemore our class is the worst one lohrs.
The longest class without electricity.
Ms E. Tan didn't came, so we were all playing around.
And I think I'm the only one sleeping. Lmaos.
Everybody's saying I'm so weird today lahrs!
Okays; whatever. I don't want to bother.

Science and Literature we're always doing the same thing.
And Ms. A Toh said she's stupid today. Lols!
And our clock is like so slow lohrs.
It's as though when there electricity, it moves.
Then when no electricity, it stops. Hahas.
Recess went down twice with Nabilah.
Yes; I'm in love with the black pepper chicken pie and ice-cream puff!
I so love the new canteen already! :DDDDDDD
Then just before recess end, there's fight.
And everybody's watching it. Hahas.
Nobody seem to even notice Ms S. Low liddat.

Then Ms Low's like moodswing or something lahrs.
She's always like that anyways. Cannot bother already.
She's teaching us the algebraic expressions again.
She isn't even good in teaching us,
and she claims we're weak in it. Lmaos.
Her teaching skills is lousy that's why we don't understand lohrs.
I suppose if we study ourselves, we'd understand (:
Mother Tongue everybody change seat except me! ):
Had composition test. Funny cans.
Mrs S. Peh is mad at us, I think.
Then she say if finish already just hand up and go out.
Lmaos. Then slowly, everybody hand up and walked around.
She can't go back her words anyways. Hahas.

I'm beginning to hate Ms S. Low alot already.
She's like so biase cans. Walaos! Damn her!
I was the first to asked to go to the toilet,
and she simply said no and allowed Jolyn to go.
Wtf! Damn mad lohrs. I just screamed non-stop lahrs.
No logic at all cans. Plain biasness. Go dieeeee! (:(:
Waited so long then she allow. Pig lahrs! x)

After school went to take handphone.
Then went WestMall with Olivia.
Ate at kfc then bus home already.
I'm veryvery tired already!
Anyways, thanks to Jayson gor for everything (:(:

Ahhhhs! I wanna' die already!
My brain will be lost someday ):
I'm being dragged on the floor today,
and I don't even know when lahrs.
Practically forgot everything already.
Booos~ So damn xiasuey wan lohrs.
I wanna' die already! Kill me please.
I rather die than being tortured everyday.

I tried already. I'll continue trying.
Don't worry, my brother (:
I'll succeed someday.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

I'm very tired, seriously.
And I just have to continue acting on.
Only my closest cousins know (:
Yes, I just don't want to say.
So just stop asking non-stop cans.
Yes, I will - if that's going to happen.
And somemore I'll -
I swear I would. Trust me :D

Thursday, 05 April 2007;
More (: Lmaos.
Missed my rebonding chance again. Lols.
It doesn't make a difference anyways.
It's just a choice between spectacles and rebonding.
Both cost a bomb ):
If I've chosen both, I wouldn't be out for days :D
Anyways, bought new spectacles and that's it.
So cousin went for rebonding alone ):
Good thing also. Cause' I must travel so far also.
I cannot remember what happened already!
Shucks! So many memories are squeezed into my brain lahrs!

Friday, 06 April 2007;
Daddy went to the cemetry early morning (:
Nobody needs to go. Hahas.
Only he went with uncles and other cousins.
Lols. We're all just too lazy to wake up and prepare lohrs.
Somemore it's like my whole family ton through the night before.
So all of us were veryvery tired. Hahas.
It's the same practice every year,
ever since I requested on not going since don't know when (:
Yes, I know it's very rude lahrs.
But go there give the slopey look also no respect.
Then there's no point going also, waste time somemore xD
Then bad for health also, cause must inhale so much smoke.
So daddy represented our whole family xD

And I lied that I've got tuition,
and cancelled it last minute. Lmaos.
Cause' everybody's asking me to go West Coast :DDDD
I want to cry so badly at there lahrs!
I spent a long time looking for my two stupid cousins lahrs.
Thought they went missing lohrs.
Cause' we went out to buy thing together,
then walk back on separated walks; two by two.
Then we reach back, they haven't reach.
Thought they lost lohrs, spent a long time finding!
WTF! Being fooled lohrs. So dumb liddat cans.
End up they at upstair watch dvds =.=

Forget it. Cannot be bothered.
Waited for everybody to come thn went for dinner.
Shopped for things that we want first.
Bought an anklet and pouch :D
Then went to eat already :DDDDDDDDDDDD
Ate alot alot of seafood lahrs.
But no appetite suddenly, so only ate my veggies ):
I know alot people not happy.
Can see form manymany faces through the night.
Then went home around 2plus, I think.

Saturday, 07 April 2007;
Wake up veryvery early lohrs.
Like never sleep liddat. Darn tired cans.
Prepared and all then Olivia say she want come find me.
Cause' she want to take her things mahrs ):
Wait for her for so long ):
Cause me to be late for my meet up lehs!
You must repay me hohrs! :DDDDDDDD

Mrt-ed to Jurong Point to meet Eileen.
Then walked around and ate,
and there's this stupid shop always closing!
Always want go confirm is close wan lohrs.
Nvm, then she went for piercing ):
Actually she want treat me helix piercing sia (:
Sadly, I'm so scared of the pain so skipped it ):
And somemore nobody pei me pierce helix also ):
Then went WestMall to play arcade. Lmaos.
Olivia bluff me lahrs!
Say she going WestMall so I go,
then end up I go she haven't go! ):

So left for Causeway Point already lohrs ):
Took neoprints at there (:(: It's quite sucky.
I want a new watch badly lehs!
Who want's to buy my stupid o.d.m watch? Lmaos.
Causeway Point is getting veryvery boring now!
Renovate it lehs! Prime Minister start work please :X

Mrt-ed over to Bugis! Boring!
Alot people keep staring, fuck them cans.
I feel like digging their eyes out lahrs =X
Took a very long time to reach there lohrs.
Walked around and buy clothings lohrs.
Very very tired. Somemore like drizzling.
Walked like from 3plus to 5plus only thn no more money already.
So pathetic cans. Then everything also no size liddat.
Then actually wanted to walk over to Plaza Singapure and Vivo City wan.
Hahas. Like idoit liddat lohrs. So don't wan (:
Ate at Bugis Junction and slack very long at staircase.
Then mrt back to WestMall lohrs.
And daddy came to fetch me from there :X
Then went BoonLay to eat dinner!
Very long never go there also alr lohrs.
Then faster come home charge phone.
Super fast low batt. lohrs. Lousy phone!
I want to buy new phone already! Sponser me xD

Alot of things happened uhs :D
I don't know how to say lahrs. Hahas.
Stop smirking away also, or I'll punch you! xD
I'll be going crazy at this rate too.
And stupid idoit don't be an idoit lahrs,
speed up your brain a little more please.
Or I'm going to explode when - complains :XXXX

Sunday, 08 April 2007;
It's so early in the morning now. Lmaos.
I'm going to ton through the night already!
I don't want to sleep, I cannot get into sleep!
Somebody pei me ton through the night please,
pei me and I'll love you xD
Cause' one stupid girl can only pei me at 3plus ):
And I've to be alone in the mean time ):):
I want to die already lahrs! Kill me at one shot please!

I don't know. I don't want.
I swear I'll, trust me.
And I hate it when it repeats. It sucks.
我会发着呆然后忘记你;
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生;
我觉得我们比较像好朋友;
我像个残废飞不出你的世界.

I know I shouldn't believe from the start.
That's what I told myself, end up I still fell.
Thank god, it's a blessing; I still warned myself.
The secret between me, them and god :DDD
Until now, honestly; I still don't know what that was.
Seriously, doubt nobody has seen anyone more dumb than me.
Lmaos. Okays; so what if I'm stupid.
So be it thens. It's all changed anyways.
I'm glad so anyways :DDDDDDDD
I just wish right from the start that's a lie that's all x:
Hahas. Bring me to heaven please!

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

Tagboard replies:
SHEILA!; Oie what? Hahas. Sheila pervert! xPp
sebastian; Hahas. I agree (:
HWEEKOON; Say yourself lahrs! xD
Eunice; Lmaos. Hahas.
joey; junior! hahas. Miss you manymany too! takecares :D

Finally I'm blogging :D Lmaos.
So long already lahrs.
I'm always not in the mood and besides I'm lazy too!
Manymany flashbacks.
Manymany things happened over these five days.
I doubt I hardly remember any but I'll try too (:

Monday, 02 April 2007;
New seating arrangement for class and Mother Tongue.
I hate my mother tongue seating arrangment lahrs!
So idoitic cans. Not only being isolated, there's also no wind!
And my current seating arrangement is like all new faces.
Lols. I'll go crazy veryvery soon!
Alot people not very happy with new seating arrangement.
Hahas. Thank god, I'm seating with Kousalya now.
Assembly in new school hall, looks so average lohrs.
And it's very humid in the hall lohrs.
So budget cans. So little fan lohrs ):

Collected our jersey at Enter there.
Alrights lahrs. Not very nice also lohrs ):
And we took neoprints :DDD Haaaaas
I love my sisters manymany! (:

Tuesday, 03 April 2007;
Went science lab to do practical.
Ms A. Toh very fedup with us already.
Can see from her face already;
somemore always shout non-stop at us lohrs ):
The new canteen sucks a million cans.
Queue is always so darn long never ending.
Then the food always say sold out, wtf!
Liddat equivalent to stay in class and don't eat lahrs.
We're early for D&T again :D Quite late though.
Nothing much lohrs, just alot of crapping.
Yes! I'd never ever believe that nonsense.
Ms Ly-ann's crazy cans.
She thought we changed our seating arrangement ourselves.
She don't quite believe us lohrs =.=
Don't care and don't bother her anymore.
Her lesson is just super boring!

Wednesday, 04 April 2007;
Suppose to meet Eunice and YanShan at 6.30.
But I was darn late. So sorry.
Cause' something happened cropped up last minute.
Quarrelled early in the morning,
and somemore I broke my spectacles ):
End up I reach Macdonalds at 7am ):
So sorry lahrs ): After eating then went to buy sweets.
And walked to school together lohrs.
Very lethargic the entire day lahrs.
Is like I'm so fedup with alot people,
due to what happened on Tuesday lohrs.
Everything just spoils my mood upon remembering.
Seeming like sorry doesn't cure anything either.

And Mrs S. Peh is going to change my seat very soon.
Thank god! I don't want to suffer in that corner already.
I shall thank the 2N- people so much :D
Cause' they keep coming in and ask for sweets (:(:(:
And Mrs S. Peh is very angry about it. Lmaos.
She crap alot saying I shouldn't be liddat and alot.
But she praised me also! :D:D:D:D

Very big sorry to Eunice lahrs!
Keep bullying her liddat. I don't know why also.
It's as though I'm so crazy or very high.
Yet I ain't. Maybe I was just fedup with alot people.
And I need to vent some anger out lohrs.
Probably alot of things happened over the days ):

Thursday, 05 April 2007;
It's the cheer competition today :D
Lols. And we like just prepared everything on Wednesday only.
The full cheer just came out on Wednesday.
And somemore amendments today lohrs.
So I can only say overall; it's successful lahrs.
Cause' it's almost impossible for us to do it lohrs.
Within like the very few hours in school lohrs.

It's so xiasuey lohrs.
We ate up alot or verse lohrs. Wtf.
Alot of us practically forgot everything.
And WanXin, Rowena, Evelyn and etc make me so paiseh =X
Walaos. My face don't know where to hide already lohrs.
Somemore I stand at second row, can be seen lehs!
Make me totally forget all my actions and lyrics already ):
And so we didn't win at all.
We're too spread out already lohrs ):):
Nvm. At least we've tried. It's alright :DDDDD

Went 216 awhile after school.
Walaos. So fucked up cans.
Then walked all the way back to bus stop;
to meet Eunice and YanShan there.
Then somemore the weather hot till like kns!
Went Macdonalds to eat then go get my new spectacles :DDD

The winning class for the cheer competition is like -
Lmaos lahrs. Alot people keep laughing.
Especially Sheila! She's like a pervert lahrs! Hahas.

My mood has been sososo terrible lahrs!
So much apologies to many people.
Let me be alone if I don't respond.
Cause' I'm just tired to already.
I need a break terribly.
And I agree she deserves it.
But we need not say till liddat also wan mahrs D:
I just don't understand why so many things changed.
Just within few months together, everything changed.
Everybody's like not the one they used to be.
Unpredictable things just happen at once.
I've tried very hard already, don't you understand?
If it's you who want to make things sour;
then I shall have nothing else to say anymore already.
Because I know I've tried, and you just gave that attitude.
I think positive, I take it as you didn't realise or know.
We'll see how.

I just feel like killing people, seriously.
Maybe only certain people know why.
I've been struggling so hard already lehs!
Why make me think this way when I tried not to!
I rather not know anything than knowing.
Though, I'll want to know at times. Always wrong time ):

I wanna shout everything out loud!
I wanna cry out loud! It's very tired!
):):):):):):